♥ . It scares me to see where i`ve walked through my life . ♥

Y Saturday, February 28, 2009

. Happy Birthday dear Jennifer !! .

. Itz been sometime we`ve celebrated yr birthday for u yea ?? . Sorry tat it took so long . Hees , even though itz a short dinner . I hope u`ve enjoyed it . It felt like the 3 of us splited unknowningly . Being together again ytd , made me see how time bring us apart so suddenly . But no worries , wat we use to went through together as sisters . I`ll nev forget . And yea , i wan u to know tat even we`re spending lesser time wif u compared to before . U`re still our sister . Still part of us & we`ll nev forget abt u . I`m sure Kim will tell u the same thing . So not to worry to ring us up anytime okay ?? . Lotsa love .. Stay happy girl :)

. The 3 of us will always stay in my heart . No matter how each may change . I love the both of u the same . BUt plz don`t change to hurt me okay :( frenz shouldn`t hurt frenz . And i promise i won`t change . And will nev hurt the both of u toO .. Prisc & Jen .. Kim & Prisc . Need not any introduction to this lady here eh ?? .. The group at Chicago Steakhouse ( Hollan Village ) . Alright , don`t look i look fat in tat picture .. Roses done by the each of us . Given to Jen as birthday present . Hahars . U believe ?? . Her meal is BAO by me & Kim okay !! ?? .. Nev wanna take a picture properly . Ass .. Never stop disturbing Kim .. After shopping at town ( for xiu`s present ) and some coffee while waiting for Kim . Dinner at Hollan Villiage , went back to east to meet up wif Ken to get their bikes done . At then , i was suffering !! :( was having at bad flu . Plus the irritation of my contacts made situation worst . THE CONTACTS MADE ME HAV THE URGE TO PULL MY EYE BALLS OUT !! . And orst come to worst . My feet hurts . Okay enough complaining . At least there`s ppl who cared for me . Hahahahas . But there`s osO ppl like Kim & HQ who irritates me whenever i`m trying to sneeze . How torturing at tat point pf time !! .. Both of us , acting DUMB . New era for lion dance .

( . More pictures coming up anyway . JEN !! . BETTER PASS ME MY BIRTHDAY PICTURES SOON HORS !! . 2 MONTHS ALREADY HORS !! )

. And osO .....

. HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIU ..the SKINNY !!!!! .

. Eat fatter abit okay ?? . Way tOo skinny already .. Alright i`m heading out now to Xiu`s birthday celebration . At Sentosa !! . Siloso beach resort . Let`s all get tipsy !! . Hees .

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
10:46 PM

Y Friday, February 27, 2009

. Gosh , god`s giving me a headache . I DUNNO WHY ?? . I can`t use MSN , and i tried many ways before i could access to the Internet . I`m a dumb ass when it comes to technology . Someone plz help me !! . I`ve un-installed the Family Safety thingy . Okay , i`m so damn bored tat it juz make me wanna start typing and not stopping .

. Since itz so . I`ll update abt today . Went back to the hospital today . At the same time grandma went back for screening . Tatz all . . .

. WTH am i doing !! ?? .

. Going back to a place where all yr nightmare holds . I see those darkness coming back, it scares me . Scares me so much to see where u`ve put me through . Who was there when i fear my past ?? .

. U juz make me hate how much u`ve ruined my life .

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
1:01 AM

Y Monday, February 23, 2009

. Somebody is busy studying now . And watz more , he doesn`t wanna study . Keep finding things to do & drag his time . When exam is tmr !! . Acts like a child , like always .

. Don`t wanna disturb him , so gonna take sometime to blog here .

. 20th Feb .

. After a swim , went home to hav our meal . And fell asleep on the couch till YuYang came . Went work after all . And yea , work as usual . Busy and tiring .

. Played wif dry ice during work . Love to play wif them , it juz felt as though i`m in haven . Hahars . Lame ... 21st Feb .

. Went work , during work . Darling , Kwanie & Sis came to look for me . Was happy to see them . Promise to find time for u guys !! . & he came to pick up after work . And tatz it . Hees .

23rd Feb .

. Went Tiam Mi Mi find Kim after she knock off . Went around , and back home . Nth much to blog abt either . But after ytd , suddenly feel tat i`m spending lil time wif Kim all of a sudden ?? . Or shld i say she`s the one spending lesser time wif me already ?? .. He was saying my face look like moon ( well not at all la !! ) .

. Me " Shut up la heart shape " .

. HQ " huh ?? . Wat heart shape ?? "

. * Kim laughing * as he still doesn`t know tat i drew a heart shape above his eyebrown .

. DUMB ASS !! .

. BIG BABY . Disgusting eh ?? . No choice . Still mine . Hahars .

. Okay , end of entry . Dunno wat else to type . Brain not working . And somebody study don`t wanna study dunno run go where . BELLY GOOD .

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
9:09 PM

Y Thursday, February 19, 2009

. Alrighhtt back for updates .

. 17th feb .
. Suppose to shop for formal clothing as i`m working wif Mom & Pap . End up buying sleep wears . Hees , i`m always like tat though .

. Hair kanna PINNED . Act camera shy .

. And then... Act cool wif my sunglass .

. Aunty uncle GEN WO MAI tissue KE YI MA ?? . 1 dollar 1 dollar , only 1 dollar ~ . Kinda cool huh . The person who`s holding the blind to sell tissue is carrying a Gucci bag . HA !! . Lame , i dunno wat to say anymore haven`t warm up ah ...

(("v"))

. Did i mention ?? . I bought baby a new toy !! . Tat looks like her . PIG !! . Hahahars . He chose it for baby . And Tinkle seems to like it belly much ah . She played wif it straight when i gave it to her . But she seems to prefer biting my new long pants ( pyjamas ) .

. More baby pictures playing wif her piggy in the morning .

. In the night , HQ`s bike got buang-ed by his fren . The bike couldn`t even stay alive . So called for ambulance . And from his eyes , i can see how heartache he is . Sorry tat i couldn`t do anything for u at then .

. 17th Feb .

. Congrats Mervin Teo in passing his TP !! . I told u , u can do it !! .

. " Wat is ROAD BLOCK U TELL ME !! ?? ." Hahars . XL sentence from the XL boy . Anyway got yr license muz learn to drive safely alright ?? . Many accident are happening recently . Juz look at Daniel`s car below . Luckily he was fine , but his car was gone . Don`t be too sad eh , she`ll be okay after a period in the ICU .

. And so did Ken met an accident while we`re out . U can log on to his blog for more info .
. http://kenshum-priscillatan.blogspot.com/ . It was really a heartache to see him in tat accident . Such a cute small boy going through the pain of a heavy bike & the rough road . It`ll feel more for his parents & GF than me to see him bandaged wif clutches . So better ride carefully next time . No more cornering huh . Better is not ride .

( . Through the night , things were running through my mind . Wat if it was u who got caught by the road ghost ?? . Wat if it was u who was injured . 2 days in a row . May not say much .. Don`t wan u to ride . But u love bikes , and i don`t wan u to give up wat u love . But i don`t wan any harm tat may lay on u one day . I couldn`t say much , neither do u like me to nag . All i can do now is to pray for yr safety each day . )

. So , to all road users !! . Whether itz driving , riding or as a pedestrian . Be more careful , the road ghost is back to pull ppl down . Yea i may be superstitious . But juz be careful , the road is a dangerous place wif killing machines .

. 18th Feb .
. Started work .

. Mummy in her office .

. Pappy`s office . Thought go there i can sit on massage car in the office . End up lehs ?? . Sit outside wif other stuff :( but not bad la . Hahars as only outside hav 2 ladies & sometimes the manager is there . Still got music listen , got internet & most of all . Don`t need kanna scold my mom for nothing . Hahars .

. When Pap is away for MAHJONG meeting , i`ll sit in his office . MASSAGE . SHIOK AH !! . Hahas . People old alreadyyyy , hav backache . Then soon lose memory then become a kid again . Don`t ignore me , don`t throw me away :(

. Okay i`m being lame again . I`m juz following wat itz stated above , mom pin it up in her office . Itz like a note to a child to tell them when they turn old . Mom once read it to me when i hurt her . I told her not to continue , went to the room & cry after listening to it . ( at tat time i was in my darkest path & don`t like to show my feelings not bec i`m rude towards my mom okay ?? ) So i told her to read it to me again as my chinese is not very good . And i told her tat i`ll kick her outta hse when she cause trouble , hahars . NO LA !! . PPl who does tat are worst than a beast . I told my mom i`ll love her no matter wat she`ll be when she`s old . She juz smiled ... AND SKIP TOPIC !! . She scared paisae la . Hahars .

. Okay , back from home . Saw this guy sitting near the garbage bin door alone like usual . So this time i say " Mom don`t u find him weird ?? . He`s always in the carpark alone look at ppl pass by all this . He don`t need go home ah stay at carpark for wat ?? "

. Mom " No, he`s a chauffer . He need to stay in the carpark and stand by anytime . Especially his lady boss . Might wanna go shopping anytime he muz be there ."

. I`m like . . . . SI MI LAN !? . Okay as i say this to TS , he feel tat . Okay wat . Mayb u muz see wat i see everyday then u`ll understand how i feel . He`s a Indonesian , so is his boss . How mom got to know is bec Pap went to talk to him ask him why is he at the carpark everyday alone . Okay , itz like . Eh so wat u`re rich ?? . U don`t hav to abuse ppl like tat la huh ?? . And so wat u`re better off than him ?? . He come here to work , need not treat him worst than a dog la ?? . At least let him go to the 1st floor , there`s seat and wind blowing . Can buy drinks or snacks . Not in the sense la ?? . Or u really wan him to standby let him go up yr hse la . Not as though u`re staying in some POSH CONDO or watever . Or u`re staying in the higher class of the whole condo. ?? . U`re staying from level 2 to 15 . NORMAL CONDO. why ?? . Cannot let him step in yr beautiful hse ?? . Cannnot let him hav a seat in a proper place a drink or a toilet break ?? . I TELL U .. SOME PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD SIMPLY HAV NO BRAINS . U`re better off than many people . Doesn`t mean u hav to treat those ppl like yr slave . Don`t ever be proud tat u`re living better and abuse ppl . God will judge u one day . BRAINLESS ...

. At tat point of time hearing wat my mom says, i feel like juz asking him to leave the carpark . Go home , eat , drink or watever than to sit in the stuffy carpark . Moreover beside the garbage bin door .

. I wanted to tell him " fuck it la , this kinda ppl are inhuman . Come, i hire u as my chauffer . But i no money can anot huh ?? "

. Hahars okay i know i know . But i really wanted to tell him tat . At least we live higher level than his boss . And won`t treat him the way they`re doing ..

. Pokka ambassador . Eh Pokka , don`t try to steal idea hors . Propose , i may consider selling it to u . Hahars . Juz kidding . But if u really wan can propose okay ?? . Can one .. Steady .

P.S: I`m not in the same clan . I dunno how to be fake & face the person smiling at the same time like u did .

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
1:20 AM

Y Monday, February 16, 2009

. 14th Feb .

. Mom fetched me to FHM`s studio for a reallllly short shoot . It`ll be published in April`s issue . And feeling tat 90% i`ll look damn bad in it . No doubt the photographer & designer try to make u feel comfortable . Like giving u lotsa good comments during the shoot . But i still feel it`ll turn out really ugly . Ha !! . Lets drop this topic , itz over anyway .

. And yea , happy belated valentine`s to all !! . (:

. To frenz tat are couples . Hope u`ve enjoyed yr time . Make yr relationship last , i wanna eat free dinner . Treasure each other & keep loving on .

. To singles ... SAMA SAMA la . Don`t need sad . Valentine`s need not be a couple day , itz juz a day to love more than u use to . U can love yr parents , they are the one who will be true to u forever and be there no matter who & wat u are & osO not forgetting yr frenz !! . Hees , okay . Consoling myself for working during valentine`s . BELLY GOOD AH ~!! . Got money don`t wan , wan go out spend money . STUPID .....

. Okay , i`m being really lame . STOP IT hors !! .

. And happy valentine`s to u tOO :)

. 2 years of lonely valentine . THANK KEW huh !! .

. Lame . Okay ... Itz already considered the 16th now . Lets all pray hard for Mer`s TP on the 17th !! . Told u it`ll be fast . I hav confident u will pass . Don`t let ppl look down on u again .

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
3:09 AM

Y Wednesday, February 11, 2009

. Alrighttt , gonna take sometime to blog again . Somebody has fell asleep halfway . SUCKA . Guess gonna stuck home again ?? .

. Got selected for FHM top 100 . But am in the dilemma if i shld gO for it . He doesn`t wan me to . So , might give it a miss or go for it .

. Well let`s start on updating instead .

. 9th Febuary .

. Lao Yu Shen after work .. The boss . Kok Hong .. Jonhnavan . The irritant . Hahars . He`s one guy tat gets along wif us straight at his first day of work .. Josses .

. It was nice to lao together wif them . But guess tatz the last chance . Gonna go help mom in office soon . Will miss everybody at Tian Mi Mi till then .

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
11:13 PM

Y Friday, February 6, 2009

. 5th Feb . DBL O night .

( Due to some reasons , many pictures are deleted )

. Juz came back from DBL O and itz 5.04 am . For some reason, i dunnO wat either, i don`t feel like sleeping . So shall update my blog again .

. 10 Tequila shots & 3 jugs for 3 person . HE is one crazy fella . Did i mentioned he ordered more shots after tat ?? . Hees , and he`s the one down . Itz been sometime since we got high . Kinda fun even itz 3 person . Lucky i know how to control . DON`T DRINK SO MUCH !! . And after awhile i`m sober again . HEES !! .

. No 10 million dollars la . 10 shot hav . Kai got punished in the game of 5 , 10 . Sad case . Seriously . I hate drinking shots .

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. Getting high ~ . In smoking room, after finishing 10 shots & 1 jug . Juz look at ..`s face . Hees , it look as though we bullied him . Sorry lOrs , we didn`t gang up okay . I told ya , watever i call u open . Can buy tmr`s TOTO la huh .

. I was talking right ?? .

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. At the dance floor .

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. This picture ?? . Was after club , and HE was awaken by our noise when we trying to make him up . He`s got glittery eye shadow on him at tat point of time .. Hahars . DONE BY ME !! .

. He quite poor thing la , he somehow thought Kai asked him to sit at the staircase to wait for us while we get sth to eat . ( Or mayb Kai did ) And end up we lose him . I went to look for him . After millions of calls , he called back . And seeing tat lil boy sitting at the staircase . Poor thing . End up slp osO cannot slp . We made fren wif 2 groups of malays . One was a group of girls , another 2 guys & a drunkard girl . And one of the girls even helped us to put make up for him while he`s asleep . SAD CASE . Hahars .

. Anyway , while me & Kai was at 7 Eleven . There`s this malay guy . Cheat us pay for his drink hOrs ?? . NVM . He was asking for number & i told him i was married . Yes , good excuse . And he says i`m too young to be married . He asked how old am i , so i told him to make a guess . HE ACTUALLY GUESSED TAT I`M 27 !!! ??? . WTF !? . Okay , i say i give him a chance . So he said married . Shld be 23 . AND WTF AGAIN . HE TOTALLY OFFENDED ME . SUCKA !! .

. 4th Feb , to Zoom to get hair dyed .

. Was wif Xiu at Marina Square to get our hair done . Then meet up wif the girls & rounding afterwards .. At Singapore`s flyer .

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. Many SNAP SHOTS done by Xiu . JUZ LOOK AT HIS CLASSIC FACE !! . I seriously can`t stop laughing looking at this pic .

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. Was in his Mercedes .

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. Kai`s car beside his .

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. And after rounding . Behaving like homeless kids . Went MAC breakfast after tat & spent hours talking . I tell u .. ENOUGH GHOST STORIES HOR !! . Going crazy ytd wif those ghost stories . I`m the one who is always excited to listen to them & first one to get scared by them . Xiu & Kai damn ZAI . End up osO scared . At least i dare to take the lift up on my own . Hees !! .

. 27th Jan .

. Over dued picture . A picture of Kai & Xiu in Kai`s car & mine behind .

. Okay . Gonna slp . Hav updated the most recent ones . So shall sleep . Gonna complete my hair tmr . And ppl plan for a good night out yea ?? .

. xOxO .

P.S : . I looked down & wat i saw was PRIDE .

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
5:39 AM

Y Wednesday, February 4, 2009

. Okay bear wif my boredom tat made me do this . I don`t understand why does bulletin or emails hav to curse people when they do not forward the email or re-post it . Since i`m bored so i repost it on my blog instead of frenster . Like i mentioned on my last post . I`m kinda superstitious .

1.Do you like to talk a lot?

♥ i`m born to be . Look at the way i type . U shld know .

2. Do you love anyone now?

♥

3. Who was the last male you talked to?

♥ Chong

4. Do you hate school?

♥ Yeap .

5. Who is someone that can always make you laugh?

♥ Everybody . I`m easily entertained

6. What were you doing an hour ago?

♥ online ?? .

7. Do you feel like having a gf / bf right now?

♥ yeap . Itz been so long though .

8. Do you smoke or drink?

♥ both .

9. Do you like your teachers?

♥ i love my teachers . And hate many .

10. Do you take drugs?

♥ Penadol osO drug wat ?? .

11. Do you like going to the movies?

♥ Yeap . But waste of money . Can buy a pack of ciggs . Ha !! .

13. Where did your last hug take place?

♥

14. Do you eat every morning?

♥ nope

15. What is the last gift u gave someone?

♥ forgotten .

16. What are your plans for this weekend?

♥ Can someone plan ?? .

17. What are you doing now?

♥ chatting & blogging .

18. What are you thinking of now?

♥ many things ?? .

19. What are you listening to now?

♥ Rise & Fall

20. Who was the last person who sent u an sms?

♥ Lenz

21. Last time you got lonely?

♥ everyday

22. Last time someone made you happy?

♥ HAPPY !? . If giving me a min happiness is for an exchange for a hour disappointment . I rather not

23. Are you angry at someone?

♥ i`ve changed haven`t i ?? . Do get angry easily until ppl climb up my head & shit

24. Guitar or drums?

♥ Piano ?? . Hahahars no link . Drums .

25. Do you love the people who make you happy?

♥ Of cuz =)

26. Favorite word lately?

♥ sorry lOrs ~ & .......

27. What is your target for this year?

♥ make pappy quickly get me my car .

28. Name one trait u hate in a person?

♥ many eh .

29. Who do you hate now?

♥ nobody ?? . don`t hold grudges .

30. Who is your best friends?

♥ Koon , kim , kai , jen

31. Who are you missing now?

♥

32. How are you feeling now?

♥ weak

33. What can you say about your ex-bf?

♥ Heartless . And i really mean it . HEARTLESS .

34. Are you single or taken?

♥ Single

35. If you are single, are you enjoying it?

♥ At times

36. Do you think your ex really loved you?

♥ Don`t even give a damn , even he does . I won`t get back wif him .

37. Message to your enemy?

♥ There`s reasons why u`re my enemy . But i don`t hav enemy now eh . Hahars .

38. The most important thing in a relationship?

♥ TRUST , love , communication .

. Juz don`t ever lie whether itz relationship or not . I rather u tell me the truth than i find out the truth . Fatty knows me the best in this . Tatz why he nev lied to me . He`ll tell me the truth & say i`ll nag and give advice . If i found out he lie . HE DIE .

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. Even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in her life.

• leave her cute text notes everytime.

• kiss her in front of your friends.

• tell her she looks beautiful.

• look into her eyes when you talk to her.

• let her mess with your hair.

• just walk around with her.

• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES.

• look at her like she's the only girl you see.

• tickle her even when she says stop.

• hold her hand when you're around your friends.

•be the one to take her hand, don't make HER reach for you.

• be the one to call her, don't make her always call you

• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.

• let her fall asleep in your arms.

• get her mad, then kiss her.

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she's sick.

• watch her favorite movie with her.

• kiss her forehead.

• give her the world.

• write her letters.

• when she's sad, hang out with her.

• let her know she's important.

• let her take all the photos she wants of you.

• kiss her in the pouring rain.

• when you fall in love with her, tell her.

• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before

. Only 1 out of 10 guys could do tat TRUTHFULLY . 9 of 10 are those who do it for girls body & soul . And the 9 of 10 girls who are victim of these guys will hurt for life . Tatz why . TIO BO ?? . Tatz why girls like us can only read & dream tat one day we`ll be the 1 out of 10 girls .

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
1:43 AM

Y Tuesday, February 3, 2009

. Alright, gonna take sometime to blog here . Didn`t went to work as i`m not really well . But it gets kinda bored at home . So blogggg . While waiting for TS to call to let me know whether he wanna go out .

. 19th Jan .

. Working as dish washer :(. The story went when Kim went to the back alley for a rest . She came back telling me " Behind the AH NEH keep talking to me . Keep saying " Belly hot ah ~ Belly hot ah ~ "

. So went itz our turn to go to the back together to hav a rest . I saw the ah neh and went " BELLY HOT AH !! " Keep repeating myself tat he got a lil irritated .

. Moved on to another step , i use plastic bag and LAP my head . Tell him Belly Hot ah !! . He say plastic bag , sunlight still will go through . So i used paper bag . Okay lame . The story kinda long .

. I left my bags there & told him not to steal . But it went missing after tat . I told him i call police ah . He say call CSI -____________-'"

. Skiving to play wif lil kittens .. 21st jan , HYY trying to show off his diamond ring . But lousy camera can`t captured it .

. 23rd jan . Rounding night ?? . Not considered .

. Suppose to be 3 cars 3 bikes . End up ?? . Well , this night didn`t turn out well . But fatty always make my day better . Thanks fatty :)

. 24th Jan .

. Went shopping wif Kim again at Far East . Was damn hungry so we decided to hav a heavy meal before heading to work . Bec work place starve ppl . And she tried to act Korean . Pushing the who buncha cabbage wrapped wif meat into her small mouth .

. 25th jan . Lunar New Year eve . Reunion dinner .

. After dinner when to pick TS up . They had another meal at MAC then headed to my place to gamble . YY`s jiao bin . And he`s willing to let me shoot him looking this way . Spoil his superstar image . But tat shows this superstar hav losta sense of humour .. HYY trying to spoil my seat . Adjusting to seat as straight as he could . I told him i`m gonna show this picture to my parents . Hahars . And he dare not play wif it anymore .. Tinkle new cloths for new year toO =) purple traditional chinese costume . Cute eh . But fat fat smelly smelly bec mummy has no time to bathe her . BUT !! . Today she smells nice again . My mom bathe her . Tinkle was damn happy mom said .. 26th jan .. Many were over my place to gamble . Before we were suppose to be at Haji Lane for shisha . End up change of plans . So headed to my place again . Anyway , thanks ppl who kept me accompanied when my parents are not ard during new year :)

. 30th Jan .

. Was the last night of me having the car to my own . There`s this damn colourful moth of my license plate . It was scary at tat time as i did sth wrong . And i`m quite a superstitious person . And now ... Did i mention the number on my licence plate strike in 4D ?? .

. P.S : . Afraid of being hurt again . Trying to understand the situation i `m in .

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
11:26 PM