Dear readers,
Even though i`ve removed my tag board U may still wanna contact me through EMAIL yea ?? . :)
. Priscilla-confession@hotmail.com .

. i`m sick , nO energy tO blOg . hoping sOmeOne will be here tO take care of me when i`m unwell . oh well , hav tO be alone . sad case huh . hahahars . wish my readers happy APRIL FOOL day !! .. in advance la , if i not sick . everybody sure die . hahahahahahahars .

. WISHING BABY & FROG A BLISSFUL WEDDING .
. lOve always , Prisc .

. okie woke up late for my driving practical , suppose to hav another one last saturday . then i didn`t turn up . didn`t check my planner . wth , so can`t miss out today . today lesson , somehow my mind is not there . tatz why keep forgetting to change gear & stuff . came home after lesson then went to hav my hair cut which i wanted to long ago , 1st week quarrelled wif my mOm didn`t go . then last friday wanted tO but closed . i can`t TAHAN the bottom of my hair la , sucks . so today no matter how tired went to cut . asked my mom to fetch she kpkb , cb sometime i hate her alot la knn . then my pap say fetch me gO then she wanna go . wat the fuck ...... okie la , wanted to go back to saloon 916 at Siglap , then they say try my old hse downstairs see whether got open anot . end up , hav la . i was feeling wired dunnO whether this kinda place they cut my hair will end up cutting my head off anot . dunnO gt skills anot . but end up , not bad lehs !! . moreover itz cheap lehhss . hahahars . cheaper more than half than i use to hav my hair cut . now i feel my hair olike fcuking short la , hais . but find it much neater . tatz good =) hahahars . oh whatever ...

TO LESlie boy,

. 3 more days left till u`re out . had a drem last night . won`t say itz a nice dream . juz hope one day the all tat i`ve dreaM won`t happen . like how it was . i use to hav nightmare of me & him . always hav assurance & thought all those are dreams tat won`t happen . but it still did , mayb i hav 6th sense . hahars . okie . but itz not a laughing matter for me la . hope days would juz pass faster .

. end product .. hahahars . Ppl at Cine lOoked & some laugh as though i`m siaO like tat . met sOme passerby they still wanna sign at my hand , see !!

<-- hahahars . didn`t take picture of my " tattoO " at the end of the day . some SOO KU added even mOre . ass , some of the people involved . Kim draw Bra & such . Nic & Tcy drew Lan jiaO -__-" Zhi hui wrote my MAMA`S name !! . wat the hell . but he spelled wrongly hahahars . Joey was the best la . he wrote his name & heart shape Pris . hahahars . after tat went Thai Disco wif jen & kel , there the singer ah jack huh ?? . osO draw . but i osO draw oon him la . like ang kOng siaO . hahahars . when i went to the toilet wif jen gOt a uncle say wat " wah lou ang kong ah . " then i say " bO uncle GI EH WEA EH !!. JING EH DI JI TAO " then show him my back . hahahars . okie la , lazy tO type already . after tat went tO kel hse wif jen . 2 plus then reached hOme . 7 plus woke up . nOw saturday already la . hahahars . then nOw kai & kim at my hse i blOgging . kai at there singing to herself like siaO tatz why she call ah siaO . hahahars . okie la , tatz all . lazy lehs . bye ~ !! .

. Happy Birthday to you ..

. we planned for yr upcoming celebratiOn , u had fun when i didn`t gave u freedom to pubs & such . u were glad tat i did when itz yr bday celebration . u played & enjoyed , lookin at u i felt like u`re a child . on the actual day , i bOught GOBI cakes for u . u came after work , lighted the cakes beside the pool & waited for u . sharing the cakes between us which we nev did the past 3 years . but this year . who would u be wif then ?? . who will be the one beside u when u smile during yr bday . who will u be betraying me again . i don`t wanna know , i`m afraid to think abt it . i didn`t even hav the chance to wish u a happy bday . be there like i use to . take care when u`re drunk . open yr door in the morning finding u sound asleep & kiss u on yr forehead wif u looking like a pig and telling me u love me when u`re half awake . but after a year . how hav things changed . i no longer can be there when i really wish i could be there to bring u happiness . i can only be here , praying & wishing u`ll hav a happy bday . save & sound back home . other than tat i no longer hav the courage to think abt it . happy bday to u my boy , i pray tat u`ll learn to grow , learn to cherish those who love u wholeheartedly . and u`ll be alright there without me anymore ..

. yr lOVE always ,
prisc ..

. i really wish tat i could be there to wish u a happy bday ..

. haven`t updated blOg recently . will give a brief update on stuff for the past few days .

tO LESlie ,

. 8 days left till the day u`re out . counting day by day . hOpe u`ll dO fine inside . miss u .

. hais guess nth much tO blog tOday . a day anger , but not tat much anger la .. hais . firstly SUPPOSE to gO M.O.S today . but jen put me aerOplane . lOng story , whatever . had a little fight wif her . she says abt me shouting , as she know me sO long . she shld understand how my shouts are like . but juz like tat ... hais lazy tO blog tOday . moOdyy . indeed gave her attitude la . of cuz i will . u`re irreponsible abt the plans so i did attitude la . but forget it , don`t wanna fight anymore . we`re frenz anyway . guess she`s too tired osO la . soo . went out wif parents tO buy Durian at Bedok . yeap after leaving the Durian bOy said bye tO my Pap then suddenly shouted " mei ni bye oh mei nu " . didn`t realise he was talkin to me , i thought he was talking tO my mOm , then i asked my mOm " he say tO u ah ?? " my mOm said " bu shi la , jiang ni la , wo shi lao nu . ta na li hui gen wo jiang bye " . okie . didn`t respond but wanted tO shOut " GUM XIA huh ! " but didn`t la . scared my mOm scold as she`s not in a goOd mOod tOo .
FAMILY MATTERS was the problem today , itz was caused by my stupid brother . finish NS wanna take money from my DAD to study . the story went on & on la . today not in the mood to blog . then my Dad said something abt my mom spoiling us wif money bec he learn abt my bro before he went to NS my mom let him studied in INFOMATICS , a private school . he pay ppl tO do his project & stuff la . whatever . and says he uses mOney to solve things . whatever . today my mood reallu whatever la . i of cuz speaked the truth tat my mom don`t educate us this way , she always say " we`re not rich . juz living a little better than normal " . but i dunnO how to let my Daddy knows tat my mOm has tried her best for us . itz juz my brO is lazy . he don`t wanna work . and whatever la !! . i seriously look down on my brother , study my mOm paid when u wanted but wat u did ?? . NS , u come act crazy , take MC and try yr best tO escape from NS . now finish NS say tat u wanna study . u think u`re thOse tat will study ?? . whatever , today i really dunnO hOw tO put things IN WORDS . juz bro , u`re a man . be a man la fcuker . don`t think of relying on parents , tat is CHAO AH GUA . wtf . i dunno wat else tO say . immature usless trouble maker . my Dad even blamed my mOm buying him car . when wanna modify his car ?? . use my mom`s atm card $19ooo . tatz wat my mOm saved for alright ?? . wtf ?? . then steal save box money . even no proof , but who else will do it . my maid or u . juz like tat . people are giving up on u asshole , u better get a life . be a man . u think u`re tat great ? .lets say CHOY 1 day if my parents go bongus . u`re the first one who die ... if i`m wif good term wif him , i sure brain wash him . hais . i dunno wat else to say Dad , mOm is not wrong , she educate this us well . don` blame her ?? . u don`t see me like tat don`t u ?? . and mOm , Dad is like a perfectionist , he always wans us to be the best in principle in life our growth and everything . u shld understand how stict is he . each hav their own mindset for the best for us . PLS I`M THE ONE TATZ CAUGHT BETWEEN THE BOTH OF U . mom wanna scold him , scolds me . Dad wanna say my mOm pour it all at me . and ALL will be thank tO tat usless brother on mine . itz all none of my business . juz leave me out of it . but i juz don`t wish anything to happen to ANYone of them including my brother . juz change would u ? . how can i let my brother know ! how useless he is , immature & stop all this troubles ! . we know wat u`re like , wat u`re trying to dO so don`t make a fool out of yrself will u .. this family seems perfect , yea per yr fect ah knn ..

. Back to schOol !! .
. guess tOday`s entry will be abt knOwing mOre of wat i dO & wat i`m like in sch ..


. as people hav started sch on mOnday , tOday then i returned tO schoOl . self-declared 2 days of hOliday for myself . hahhars .
. WARMM welcome . ( warm wat ?? .red red )
. a nice suprising art dOne by our Rocker Joel . nice isn`t it ?? . he`s gOod at dOing all this graffiths ( if i spelled it correctly ?? ) . hahars . shld hav take a picture of wat we hav at the back of our chair . BORAT !! . a picture cut out done by Joel & we sprayed at the back of our chairs . vandalism ?? .whO cares .. the schoOl eat up sO much of mOney for wat ?? . new sch , or it was said think since we`re sec 1 ?? . 6 years agO !! . and yet we won`t hav the chance tO move in tO tat new sch . after so much contributiOn & we gOt nth .. THIS IS A MUZ .hahars .

. Wat i bring tO schoOl ..
. NichOlas wate bOte & mine . hees . nice eh . gOt childhOod okie !! . nic`s one is Bob The Builder , mine`s is Disney Princess . hahars . bec i`m a princess ~!! . hahahars . okie . see tat 3 little humans below ?? . tatz wat i did during F & N period . hahahars . as i haven`t started on my coursework like i mentiOn on my previOus entry ( . did i ?? . or nOt .. ?? ) whatever .. hahars . okie , back tO the tOpic why i didn`t went fOr F&N and stayed in class was bec gOing F&n is 90% kanna scolded . sO i stayed in class . 1st period i make my humans , 2nd period i SLEPT . hahahars . as the saying gOes . to rest is to build up energy tO gO further . tatz why i rested . hahahars .



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name`sTARy . nOt Shannadaya . Shanna did the clOthing when she was feeling retard , or shlould i say she` retard ?? . hahars . and Chong was the one whO bOught this STAR for me TO SLEEP wif in class . hahars bec i always sleep in class . hahars . itz been wif me 2 - 3 years already i guess . hahars cUte eh ?? . wOnder why there`s lashes , nose & a dOt on itz head ?? . sOme ass did it ...


. Next , UNIFORM CHECK ..


. shirt tucked in ? . CHECKED .
. skirt worn on the waist ? . CHECKED .
. socks pulled up ?? . YES , very UP .
. hair pinned up , yea . tied . yes ...
. anyway , why my socks are worn sO high BEC !! . Discipline Communities confiscated my socks and guess they`ve thrown it away . ITZ NIKE okie !! . grr . and asked me tO buy the sch`s socks . knnnn . sO i did it on purpose by wearing it high high . and waiting for the school rule to change bec of me . " don`t wear yr socks too high huh ." hahahsr . even teacher catch me THEY CAN`T SAY ANYTHING !! . bec itz the school`s socks !! . u wan blame blame bec my legs are short tatz why can pull so high . complian complian . TAKE THIS TEACHERS !! . (L) .
. Anyway , tat retard beside me is retard . i mentiOned up there ^ there !! . can see ?? . she`s Nadya . and eye gOt OBAKA tatz why like tat . but now it has recovered already la !! . bec this picture was taken on January .. not bec i`m born wif a birth-mark HORS !! . -__-'"

. okie , after the school bell went , zOe & i went tO take a break . then i went hOme withOut waiting for her bec i`m very tired . BUT , i should hav waited . i wa alone in the bus and met this TIKO . knnnn . i took a picture of his tummy secretlybut decided nOt tO upload it bec this entry is full of pictures already i guess . this TIKO huh !! . see wat lorry outside purposely sit SO CLOSE . i`ve already tilt tO the side sO obviously yet i guess he did it on purpose . then i GIN him . he STARED AT MY BREAST !! . KNNBCCB !!!! . cbbb TIKO PEH !!!!! . cb . then wat look at my leg all this . CBBB . i was sitting at the BACK , the new bus has a face to face sits at the back . then this Indian girl sleep sleep sleep osO nev see to help . hais . UNCLE U SEE LJ AH !! . GO SHAVE YR HU SHEE LA !! . AND YR NOSE HAIR IS ALL COMING OUT ALREADY GO CUT LA ! . lucky i dian`t see any shit stuck on yr hair or else i slap u already laO ti kO .. -__-'"

. guess this shld be the end of my entry tOday ba . quite late already , my Pap was occupying my Laptop the whole day tO bet on his soccer .. he`s been lOosin' this few days . i dunnO hOw could i knock this sense into his brain tat he could GIVE me this money tat hee`ve lOst for me to buy some branded stuff . at least i`m his daughter and i still can swing those stuff in front of him to let him smell . better than loOsing tO the bOokies wif juz a click ?? . hais . i told him before ?? . but he juz swing the tOpic of by " hanna hanna . hahahars " . wattt thee helll PAPAPAPA !! . anyway , still helpin him to watch out for the scores .. all the best tO him ?? . as the SUAN MING de says " yr daughter brings fortune tO yOu " . which is VERY TRUE . hahahars . i meant before la . after many things happened in my life last year . i myself hav nO confidence for myself . so i dare nOt give any comment anymore to him . but last few match , anyhow say he did win la . but today he lOst bec i anyhow say osO . hahahars . okie . TATZ ALL FOLKS !! . TTFN !! . hahahars . oh wait wait . new joke hahahars . i was reading this malay word on my Cig bOx and i went pass the word KEHAMILAN , my Pap was concentrating on his soccer when he heard me reading tat word he suddenly " hahahars , sime LAN ?? . huh ?? ." hahahars . OKIE !! . not funny . mayb i`m here to hear this tatz why i find it funny . OR , mayb i`m juz easily entertained ... THE END !! .

fOr LESlie ,
. itz the 6th day u`re in DB tOday`s weather was cOld . By remembering tat u were afraid of cold i thOught if u`ll be able tO keep yrself warm in there . hope u`ll be able tO . 14 more days tO go . juz hOpe day by day will pass faster . looking back at the calendar , if u`re here . our relatiOnship would be a week old ... okie lame . juz wishing tat u`re here . and sometime`s i`m think baby am i dOin tOO much.. tatz all for today . misses , will be waiting for each day tO pass till we meet again . take care ..

sOngs might juz mean nth but pleasure tO yr ears , but lOok intO it . there, might hav wOrds tat i`ve nev said tO yOu .

You asked me if I loved you and I choked on my reply
I rather hurt you honestly than miss lead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you on what you say or do
I'm only just beginningto see the real you

And sometimes when we touch the honesty to much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you 'til I die
'til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you 'tilthe fear in me subsides

Romancing all his strategie leaves me battling with my pride but through the insecurity some tenderness survives I'm just another writer still trapped within my truths

I like to break you and drag you to your knees

At times I like to break through and hold you endlessly
At times I understand you and I know How hard you've tried

I watched why love comands you and I watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters still searching for a friend a brother or a sister

But then the passion flares again and

Sometimes when we touch the honesty to much
And I have to close my eyes and hideI wanna hold you 'til I die'til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you 'til the fear in me subsides ...




Edited by Prisc ..

Labels: . wOrds tat i hOpe YOU`ll understand ..

. Blogging time !! . 8.15 pm
. lets see wat time will i end .


. Guess nth much tO blOg abOut tOday , so shOw u a picture of wat i did during bath tOday . hahars . Everything`s was the usual . BUT !! , look there .. i went the extra mile tO floss my teeth tOday . hahahars . after brushing & cleaning up . i flossed !! . hahahars . after tat rinsed wif ORAL B . lOls . okie . wandering why there`e 2 different tOothpaste yea . bec after brushing wif the normal toOthpaste , i`ve gOtta brush again wif a toOthpaste made for smokers . Gotta dO tat or else my teeth will be fucking yellowish as i`m considered heavy smoker ?? . mayb not tat bad nOw ?? . eh ?? .. okie , nonsense . guess my entry are getting BORING ~ . mayb my tag will be filled wif ppl saying " who wanna know wat u dO tO yr teeth ah !! " . watt thee hellll ?? .hahahars . oh , anyway i wore my retainer back tOo . feel my teeth are moving ... hahahars . okok stOp on the teeth thingy already .

oh well , today didn`t went tO sch as i`ve gOtta gO back tO the hospital for repeat consultatiOn . won`t let u guys knOw watz it abt la .. Personal life story . hahars . reached there at 10 plus , and my time of consultation ?? . 11 plus !! . my patients limit was like ticking ?? . hate tat , if it was my usual doctor he wouldn`t let me wait so long . and i went in for how long u know ?? . LESS THAN 5 MINS !! . my mom was like " ni teng jiang jiu , jing qu less than 5 mins ?? " . she was annoyed i guess . even hav to wait to pay ?? . i`ve taken my medicine from the pharmacy she`s still not done yet . and i was thinking tO myself toO , i wait sO long tO smell the doctors BREATH ah ?? . okie , tatz the end of visit . then my Pappy call ard 11.45 if i`m not wrong askin if we`re dOne ?? . bec he wan my mOm tO fetch him & we gO for lunch tOgether . my mOm & i was talkin abt my dad , 1 day he work less than 4 hours . and for today , itz ard 2 hours .. he start at 9 and called to leave at 11 plus . i told my mom today`s is 3 hours . we reach his office will be ard 15 mins . juz nice . then my mom said " no , yr Pap osO consider lunch as working hour . " yea . so total is 4 hours . 3 hours sitting in office + 1 hour working hard to eat = 4 hours per day . nO mistake ..

. after fetching my Pap , we went to the market tO hav our lunch . duck rice .. hahahars . after tat uncle desmond came wif a surpise , he wanted to scare me from the back buy as my Pap saw him , my Pap straight away called out to him .. Uncle desmond was like dOing the sneeky position then kanna caught by my Pap . hahahars . Get wat i mean ?? . or nO ?? . forget it .. after the meal i told them abt the Ah ma who sold me a packet of tissue for $2 at Cineleisure . we talk abt when we`re young no money to buy cig we hav tO buy a stick for $0.60 and they bought it at $0.40 . and i osO told them abt the Kopitiam Prank . hahahars . if u understand hOkkien . Log On to Youtube.com and search for kopitiam prank . itz funny i swear . or mayb i get entertained easily ?? .

. After meal , we went to the optical shop which i gO since young . my mom suspected my contacts hav expired ( which i didn`t take note of ) tatz why i kept complaining abt my eyes having problems . Checked the record , indeed it was turning 3 years .... i thOugh the optician wan bragging . but my mOm counted hers , she said mine was made earlier . so itz really abt there !! . can`t believe tat i`ve been wearing expired contacts for the past few months ... WTHHH ?? . actually i don`t really care abt my body la . hahars . then my contact hav to order . not special case of something but dunnO why everytime i need , the waiting time is abt a month . so got a disposable one for a month . juz nice ..
. itz been a long time since i saw the JIE JIEs there . they`re nice really & pretty . i was glad finally someone was able tO identify my specs were from BOSS . she said it was their signature design ?? . i didn`t know tat . later did i realise it was my mom who has been talkin jiaO weah behind my back ah ! . say wat i spend money on expensive specs & don`t wear . WAT THE HELL I GOT WEAR HORS !! . only tat the Gucci one wasn`t tat nice after buying them so i seldom wear lOrs . BUT STILL GOT WEAR HORS !! . knn . okok . ( say yrself la mOm ) hahahars . so lOng didn`t gO there was happy tO gO there lehs . hahars like kanna POR or SUAN ?? . the por part was " hi priscilla , itz been a long time since i saw u huh . grown up already got so much prettier huh " . hahahars . =D big smile lehhs . hahahars . then i was trying out the colour for my contacts see which is nicer , the other Jie jie say " pretty girl wear wat osO nice la ," but she was honest when some didn`t look as good . like ghost .. then she said i hav lOng beautiful hairrr . hahahars . i wanted tO tell her my armpit hair nicer . hahahars . okie juz kidding ( wat a rude thinking ) . I SHAVE okie ?? . hahahars . okie lets gO tO the SUAN part
Optician : " Priscilla then why so free to come today ?? . "
mOm :" orh she went tO hOspital tO check up . "
Optician : " check up ?? . orh for interview tO be air stewardess ah ?? .

-__-'" can`t u see i`m short !! ?? .

me : " nO la , personal problem , hahahars "
. hahahars , afterall suan or por . they are nice people . my mom bought me there since young when we were poor . the Jie Jie there use to give me sweets when i gO there as i a little poor child wif a poor mummy =( . hahahars no la . juz kiddin . but we were poor , and the fact is tat they treated us nice no matter we`re poor or better nOw . thanks tO thOse Jie Jies . and there`s a old uncle there didn`t see him ?? . mayb die already . hahahahahahars . CHOY CHOY CHOY . * slap yr stupid mouth , floss osO useless so smelly .. hahahars .

tO Leslie ,
itz yr 5th day in DB , 15 mOre days tO gO .. hOpe u`ll be dOing fine inside . even thOugh it was juz Days . but sOmehOw , i miss u trying hard tO tickle me but i dOn`t feel itchy at all . STUPID , KNOW I NOT AFRAID OF TICKLE STILL TRY SO HARD FOR WAT . U STULUT OR SOMETHING ?? . hahars . tatz all for today . when u`re out hope u won`t do those stupid things again . hOpe`ll u`ll take care of yrself inside . will miss u la , abit . hahahars . will be waiting for u here ...


. tatz allll fOr tOday !! . SAYONAAARAAAA !! .

. OKIE !! . after kim read my pOst she`s KB-ing wif me on msn . if can copy & paste tO let my audience see . hahahars . but private & confidential la . hahahars . i dOn`t wanna care abt her . sO decided tO blOg again . hahahahars . JUZ KIDDING LA !! . i knOw u care kimmy . nah give yOu . * muacks muacks . hahahars . * hugs . i knOw wat i`m dOing . i`m nOt stulut okie ?? . lOve u laaaa . hahahars .

KIM : i knOw u hate it when i talk abt them , next time talk abt u this chao ah lian okie . tO knOw more abt Kim pls lOg on tO . Kim-snap-yOu.blogspot.com . hahahars .
. tell u a story why she is our chaO ah lian .
. Once upon a time , kim went out wif Da Jie zOe . they went pass this shOp and went thrOugh the pretty little designs of the manicures . then the manicurist walked out & said " HI , may i help yOu ?? . Kim ( the sweet lOoking of innocence ) said " wow , very nice lehs . so sweet hOrs ?? ." ( her innocence is gOne face change tO ah lian face shout ) " LIM BEH AT JB DO $80 OVER ONLY AH KNN . HERE $100 OVER . KA LUI AH !! ". closed the booklet then walk off leaving the mancurist stunned there . poor manicurist . if i were the manicurist i sure ZAM u & ask u fcuk off de Kim . THIS IS SINGAPORE NOT JB !! . hahahars . get the story ?? . itz true anyway . nOw she hav taken zOe`s place as our Da jie . hahahars

. okie so i sOmehOw learnt my lessOn tat there`s a price tO pay fOr being greedy . TAN CHI DE XIAO HAI HUI TU !! . hahahars .

. anOther part of my day , met sOme irritating fellas online . this " Time Are Hard " he sent me a msg saying " u lOok like an alien , yr eyes are sO big . haha " . hahars ?? . u think itz funny bOy ?? . MY EYES BIG HUAN TIO U AH !! . WAT ALIEN !! ?? . knn , kiam gan . and this stupid guy call SCOOP on my msn ?? . he`s fucking annOying me . i juz scolded him ytd , yet he juz msg me " hi , okie already ?? ." KNN , ISN`T IT OBVIOUS PPL DON`T WANNA CHAT WIF U ?? . SCOLD U ALREADY YR SKIN STILL THICK THICK COME TALK TO PPL AH ?? . okie , i dunnO wat else tO say anymOre . HAV THIS WORLD GONE MAD ?? . hahars . or hav i ?? .


. Jen suppose tO come over ?? . but up till nOw she`s still having interview . my medicine take effect alOt after i haven`t ate it fOr afew days . can`t wake up fOr sch tOday . and , wOn`t be turning up again tmr . guess my studies gOnna hav a great fall . i slp in sch . HAVEN`T started on my F & N when ppl are already on Research & Development . or even mOre huh nadya ?? . aiya , i`m like heck caring my studies nOw . i`ll mostly flung my grades off . tatz all fOr my day , guess will watch tv programmes then turnnnn in . hahahars . now i`m a power sleeper ah !! . POWER TO THE PEOPLE !! . -__-'" <-- wOw !! , guess itz been sO lOng i dO this kinda emoticons . hahahars . okie , stOp yr nonsense la !! . guess my blOg will be all abt nOnsense . and i seem tO be very lOh sOh . okok . stOp here ....

To : LESlie,

. itz yr 4th day in DB , guess everything i dO daily u`ll be able to read it here . so need nOt msg u anymOre . in case u can`t recieve waste my msg . hahahars .









. THERE`S SO MUCH I NEED TO HEAR FROM YOU ....



. itz been days since u`re gOne . i`m here trying tO understand the situation of me . 16 mOre days tO gO tO get any assurance frOm u . will yr lOve be true ?? . Pls tell me nOw , befOre i fall in lOve . i`m sO afraid of getting burn once again . i`ve been hearing sO much , i cOuld hav juz leave nOw . but by leaving like this it wOuld be unfair for u if i didn`t give u the chance tO even speak or tO let say wat u wanna say . time`s has been really hard fOr me , i nev expect myself tO start wif anOther after lOosing confidence in lOve . i nev thOught of having anOther after him . fOr u ?? . i`m trying tO find an answer myself . as nOw i hav u , i still couldn`t tell the wOrld tat u`re mine . bec the next 16 days we might juz hav tO gO our own ways . itz nOt tat i wOuldn`t wanna be wif u or return tO him . itz juz tat i`m saving myself frOm anOther circle of hurts . by tat time i hOpe u`ll understand wat i`ve been thrOugh & why i`ve gOtta make this decisiOn bec i cOuld nO lOnger let myself break dOwn anOther time . i wouldn`t say i lOve u . if i dO , then watz left fOr him . but i knOw tat i`ve chOOsen tO be wif yOu . i need time tO build it all up wif yOu . u tOld me nOt tO take u as a spare tyre . i`m nOt & i wOn`t . i cOuld be the one fOr u tO last wif , the one tO be there thrOugh yr ups & down & wanna be the one tO take care of u when u`re sick . the point is all i need is yr lOve , commitment & yOu . i`m lOoking fOr a seriOus lOng lasting relatiOnship wif u . if there`s nO assurance tat u can . i`m over it & we both hav tO let gO of our hands . all i hav tO say is tat u shOuld`ve knOwn better . i`ll be thrOugh wif lOve , sOme says itz unfair fOr them . but again , i juz can`t let myself gO thrOugh anOther break dOwn . till then ..
. i need tO hear it straight frOm yOu , if u wan me tO believe itz true .







tO yOu : . i sacrifice my time & my heart . I gave u my all but wat u dO ?? . u might think tat i`m happy wif anOther , u`re nth tO me . all i hav tO say is u bOught all this on yOu . tables turn . but juz ask yrself if u were me . wat can else can i dO even thOugh hOlding on is all abt hurts frOm u ?? . i told myself nOt tO be afraid tO mOve on . but in the back of my mind i can`t help but questiOn . Does he kiss me on the forehead before we gO tO bed ?? . shOw up at my dOorstep wif a smile on yr face ?? . Does he call me in the middle of the day juz tO say " baby i lOve yOu " like u use tO ?? . but wats the pOint of me keep lOokin back tO all this when u`re the one whO brOught me sO much hurts tO me in the end ?? . sOmetimes i kiss him i wish tat i`m itz u i`m kissing . sOmetimes i miss him i wish u`re the one i`m missing . but there`s nO pOint , i hav tO walk away nOw bec being wif u is all abt hurts , betrayl & abusing . we bOth hav tO let gO . u`re the one tat has changed , itz u whO walked away first again again . i`v pulled u back but u juz walked away in front of me again... u`re the one whO bOught our love intO this situation . i`ve been asking . where hav the 2 of us been tO . itz yr time tO ask yrself . itz our goOdbye nOw ..

. when we were yOung , when i`ve waited fOr u as we were seperated frOm Prisonland .

. when there were only the 2 of us . time`s when we`re still tOgether as a happy family .
. then see , where`s the bOth of us nOw ?? . are u happy nOw ELJL ?? .

. Okie , guess tOday`s entry can beat recOrd huh . hahars . tatz all i guess . i`ve been blOgging since like 8 plus ?? . wat thee helll ?? . hahahars . tatz all fOlks !! .

P.S : kai , so wat i`m a stulut ?? . take this !! . ( L )

sexy lipss . hahahars . i think sOme ti kO ah peh see this post will be kissing his screen .

. So , this will be the last day of my hOlidays for me . gOnna start sch tmr . Zoee , i miss uuu . Finally we can be tOgether everyday again . muacks muacks . hahahrs . okie !! . i think tatz tOo much . well , during this holiday seems like many things hav happened . everyday was busy gOing out . hahahars . Guess as i gO on , things would be clearer for me & my audience ?? . reliable source hOrs this blog !! . Everything abt the past for me was painful , so i shall not turn back & talk abt it i guess . From today onwards will be all abt the road ahead instead . Time has passed quite fast tat i didn`t know how i`ve pulled through . day by day juz pass , then here i am . Turned back & look , really didn`t knOw how i did it ..

. Today`s Leslie`s 3rd day in DB . Suppose tO msg him everynight . hoping he`ll get to read the msg i`ve sent him when he`s out . But this blOg wOuld be a great help won`t it dear ?? . Juz typed wat`ve happened . u`ll get tO read it , sO dOes my frenz . 1 stOne kill multiple KUKUs .

. Okie , my day went by when i woke up at ard 2 ?? . Power sleeper ah ?? . Guess my medication does help big time . Then went for my driving practical , was a little late ?? . check the computer for my car nO. but i`m really am a stulut . keep finding finding , MY NAME`S NOT THERE !! . then i realise . i`ve entered the wrong timing .... wattt theee heellllll ?? . so pai sae . okie , after starting everything went smoothly fOr me . guess `m getting better !! . ahahhahas . there`s a part when my instructor said " u muz look out for distractiOn on the road , like yOu . you are a distraction on the road " . i shock sia , wat the fuck . i was like " huh ?? . wat i drive wrongly ah ?? " then he laughed saying " no no , i meant u`re attractive " .. DOTZ !!!! . okie . ti kO ?? . hahahrs . but he`s a nice instructor . and alsO , he said i`ll be quite fast . bec i`m a dare CHIONg type . okie !! . tatz a compliment . like it when he says tat . lOoking forward for me tO pass !! . woOohOOo . watch out people , new race queen in progress . hahahars . dunnO as time pass people look into my blOg again . mayb i`m no lOnger ard . race till BUANG . hahahars . by tat time people will say " there !! , tat time she haven`t gOt her license she haO lian wanna be race queen . nOw race her way back tO god . aiyO why so GAN JIONG ?? . " hahars . okie . nonsense . dunnO my readers will get it anOt . hahahars .

. Guess my 1st entry is a lOng one eh ?? . mayb itz still sth new for me . mayb by a time . there won`t even be a entry . anyway . tatz all folks !! .

tO yOu : all this years , guess itz goodbye for the 2 of us . how lOng hav i perservere for u ?? .how many times hav i forgiven u even u did the worst out of worst . i trusted u , keep believing tat u`ll change . nO matter hOw painful it was , i nev give u up whenever u tell me tat u`re sorry & tat u`ll change . now , after lying on the bed of the ward . i knOw i shld hav left u lOng agO . even thOugh every night i hav tears in the eyes fOr u . i can nO longer learn tO forgive u . dOn`t tell me u`re wrong anymore . i can`t learn tO trust after sO much betrayl . itz time u let me gO even thOugh i dOn`t wan tO . but we can nO longer turn back ..

P.S : i lOve u bOy , and u`ll be the one i`ll always miss . goodbye ..

. itz abt time i`ve gOtta change my msn message . it can nO lOnger be abOut u .
. continue being wrong & betray me , i`ll keep quiet & leave without a sound one day. [̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]

Priscilla Ang ; Chua
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