Y Tuesday, April 29, 2008
. HAPPY B`DAY MY DEAR KIMMY !! . hahars , wish u being happy always . find yr one true .lOve . score in yr studies , and always the best . 18 already la , happy ?? . hahahars , or else we eveytime gO club u can`t !! . hahahars , now can GUANG MING ZHEN DA huh . hahahrs . I LUB U 1314 2324 3234 .
. Unicorn card , one of my fravourite out of those unicorns cards . Ceative , the image is nice isin`t it ?? . lOve this card .
. thank Jacq for appreciating wat i`ve done , and i`m happy tat she did it !! . hahhars , really felt happy . =D
. Dear 1st day back to camp ~ . hahahas , talkin to him now . he very KP , keep saying wanna go wif other girls all this . i say gO lOrs , now he`s saying " i BU ZAI HU " , hahahars . ZAI HU means care i think ?? . chinese not tat good la dey ~ . hahahars . okie gonna stop here .. lOve u dear .* will update more abt previous days all this , as i`m feeling tired but hav to blog today for kim .. if not osO won`t . hahars . touched not kimmy ?? . more pictures coming up tOo .. Love u ppl !! .
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. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
12:48 PM
Y Friday, April 25, 2008
. time to blOg , even though itz quite late as i`ve juz came back meeting dear . still hav tO update alittle . and knn come back quarrel wif some unknown . interesting la , see the conversation below ..
. the unicorn card i`ve got today saying my change is positive . yeap i felt so too . but after reading the whole thingy from the book , it juz made my mind wonder abt some other possible stuff tat might happen . mayb itz not tat POSITIVE anyway ..
. zoe & me when Parway to get the KIMMY`s present la !! . we got shorts too from Cotton On , i actually tried the white one , but end up we exchanged . as size 6 is the black pair size 8 is the white one . so zoe got black size 8 i got yellow size 6 . most of my pants are white , guess if i bought the white one , ppl will keep thinking tat i`m wearing the same shorts over & over again so bought the yellow one . juz to wear at kim`s chalet . dua pai la kimm ~ .
. came home dear came to fetch me , went simpang wanted tO eat but end up i felt tat i`m too lazy to eat bec i`m feeling sleepy so .. can slim down osO hahars . and this idiot BF i hav osO don`t care tat i`m tired before coming still say play his PSP til reach a stage to save or sth . aiya dunnO la , i osO very stulut in this kinda stuff . after tat i don`t feel tat tired anymore , bec this irritant i`m wif keep saying things when eating to make me awake . hahars , he osO quite poor thing la , wif me awhile only give my pinch & bite already . here is the first picture i hav him in BOTAK , hahaars . cute ?? . my bear lOve his botak head so much tat he kiss his head . and here`s osO a prove tat he kept playing his PSP and leave me alone :( hahars , no la end up i was the one playing it & he kept trying his best to make me lose ..
. came home straight away quarrel wif some unknown ..
xavierzou@hotmail.com says:
hello
xavierzou@hotmail.com says:
who r u
xavierzou@hotmail.com says:
u last time quite plump one rite???
xavierzou@hotmail.com says:
u lao sai ..lao until slim down huh?
▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ 12th 'mar 20o8 _))» ° ❤ * * ▒▒▒▌* °les says:
fuck u la , since when i`m plum . i all while underweight . dunnO don`t talk cock .
XAV says:
fuck u back la
XAV says:
plus fuck your mouth
xavierzou@hotmail.com says:
your eyes
xavierzou@hotmail.com says:
your nose
▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ 12th 'mar 20o8 _))» ° ❤ * * ▒▒▒▌* °les says:
cb u don`t come XL u know uncle . so old already still play wat msn . why u ugly don`t dare tO show picture of yr full face iziit . juz show yr eyes & yr fucking old fashion hair . center parting . hahars, why not change abit ?? . u from 19th century iziit ?? . fuck here & there , why not go fuck yr mom in the grave ?? . or mayb too old already take & burn , waste land of earth .
xavierzou@hotmail.com says:
fuck u bitch...im rich ya not
xavierzou@hotmail.com says:
xavierzou@hotmail.com is inviting you to start sending webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?
xavierzou@hotmail.com just sent you a nudge.
xavierzou@hotmail.com has canceled the invitation to start sending webcam.
▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ 12th 'mar 20o8 _))» ° ❤ * * ▒▒▒▌* °les says:
when u die u better burn & throw somewhere , throw in sea , pollute the sea . occupy earth for nth . in this world , itz a waste to hav u here . waste oxygen , waste land . help contribute to green revolution , gobal warming ..
xavierzou@hotmail.com says:
ya la yal...im writing my stuff now...u go bang the wall first ok...
▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ 12th 'mar 20o8 _))» ° ❤ * * ▒▒▒▌* °les says:
u rich ?? . ha , rich ppl won`t say ir rich , and look who u talking to before u say word U`RE NOT !! ?? .
▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ 12th 'mar 20o8 _))» ° ❤ * * ▒▒▒▌* °les says:
good , go wrote yr DEATH WILL
▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ 12th 'mar 20o8 _))» ° ❤ * * ▒▒▒▌* °les says:
fuck yr mama . cb bastard ..
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
5:04 PM
Y Wednesday, April 23, 2008
. the unicorn card i`ve gOt tOday is LAUGHTER , as Jacq says . laugh from deep down my heart , itz easy for me tO put out a laugh but itz not easy to REALLY laugh . sO , hope i can . hahahahaahhahars . there , laughing ..
. Dear`s out !! . hahahars , after tuitiOn he came tO fetch me . he saw my unicorn card in my hp , thinking was some kinda satanic stuff . -___-"' . silly , hahahahars . itz spirtual nOt satanic . do i look like a evil person ?? . hahahars , didn`t hav any pictures as he`s bOtak he said . hahahars , alright . but soon i`ll upload picture of this botak bOy . hahahars . now this bOtak praying & out wif his " GF " . guess he`ll be home soon & i`ll be turning in . itz late la dey . hahahars . MINAH siol !! . EEEEE . whatever ... hahahars .
. JOKE OF THE DAY .
Jacky says:
ur lips so thin... are they sweet?
▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ 12th 'mar 20o8 _))» ° ❤ * * ▒▒▒▌* as lOng as time keeps on passin by , u`ll always be my baby bOy . says:
no very bitter
Jacky says:
can i taste them?
▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ 12th 'mar 20o8 _))» ° ❤ * * ▒▒▒▌* as lOng as time keeps on passin by , u`ll always be my baby bOy . says:
orh , why not u ask my bf ??
Jacky says:
cos u got bf
▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ 12th 'mar 20o8 _))» ° ❤ * * ▒▒▒▌* as lOng as time keeps on passin by , u`ll always be my baby bOy . says:
then u wanna kill him ??
. lols , and the conversatiOn carried on , i dunnO this guy . but i can`t get tO slp take him & SIAO KIAN a little . hahahars .
Jacky says:
of cos not, why would i?
Jacky says:
he's a lucky guy
Jacky says:
u faithful or not
. hahars , of cuz faithful la , TOO faithful la . hahahrs bec i don`t like tO sing UNFAITHFUL ma . hahahars . then the conversation ended la . tired already don`t wan take him & siaO kian . so didn`t reply . hahars , i dunnO him anyway .. hahahars , nonsense . go slp la !! .
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4:26 PM
Y Tuesday, April 22, 2008
. the ans tat i`m seeking for is Love , lOve sOmeOne . sOmeOne lOves me & lOve can resolve my problem . but
WATZ LOVE ?? . when all it does is hurts . Jacqueline says " if it hurts , it isn`t lOve " . if tat nOt love then wat iziit ?? . someone give me an answer , will i be able to find the answer myself ?? . when i know itz wrong to lOve YOU ..
. i`ve gOt tO be the first tO open the flower essense =) hahahars . no funai ..
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
2:25 PM
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watch HONG YUYANG as the judge of " u are the one " LIVE at CHANNEL U , 8pm TODAY !!! .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
4:42 AM
Y Monday, April 21, 2008
. guess i`m really worn up . tired , every schedule seems so packed up . usaually weekend are for resting , i don`t seem tO get any rest , moreover i`m feeling even more tired . still hav tO catch up wif my school work . stressed up . moving on tO dO my work . hais .
. anyway after lOosing sO much mOney my Pap promise he`ll nev gamble again . he says if he starts , he will give my & my mOm $500 . hahahars . sO i`ve changed his password as told . yeap , good news for me . in case he gamble all his money off i gOt nO more car when i pass . hahahars . lOve my family & frenz
. 2 mOre days tO gO .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
11:28 AM
Y Sunday, April 20, 2008
. CCB !! . NOW THEN I REALISE TAT I`VE MISS MY FINAL THEORY DATE ON THE 10TH OF APRIL !! . KNNBCCB !! . IF EUGENE NEV HELP ME CHECK I STILL DUNNO AH KNN !!! . NOW THE EARLIEST TEST DATE IS JUNE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . wat the fuck , i no mood to blog knn why i so stupid !!!!! . go & die .
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. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
4:05 PM
Y Saturday, April 19, 2008
. was a tired day , woke up at 12 + prepared & went for driving lesson . then went back tO work , when walking tO shOp Boss was sitting outside wif his fren , his fren was facing me then he fren tell my boss" eh eh buay pai lehs !! . ( meaning not bad lehs ) " . my boss gave him a face say " she`s my staff " . hahahars , then the person pai sae . joke of the day . hahahars . After working , Daphie , Chong , Clifford & Bert came tO meet me . went to eat nearyby my home then came home . after awhile went tO Choa Chu Kang to pray my Grandpa . scary but exciting experience ..
. me & darling Daphie . lOtsa lOves . * was lazy tO really make up .
. even though we seldom meet up but u guys are my frenz always !! .
. a mms sent by Kim , they met in a car accident . till now i hope she`ll gO consult a doctor .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
8:13 PM
. brought my grandma to Simpang tO eat as all the food there are popular . we are some kinda tv celebs tat wanted to try all the nice food there & help them promote in television . as each stall their Q are too long we didn`t get to try either one . . we went to some place & there`s this guy who said he wanted to help us get the food or sth . i didn`t know him so i said itz okie don`t hav to trouble him too . jump jump jump to a place where we going back somewhere but not sure where it is . end up realising the guy`s motive was to rape me . he became very scary . i hit him & everything , ran but he kept catching up . the scariest part was my grandma can`t run ! . in the dream she is herself , her weak legs & everything . i was so afraid tat she`ll get hurt wif the monster catching up from behind , i was badly injured so is the guy . he had me beaten up like dog . we ran until we reach my cousin`s cheryl hse feeling scare tat he might chace up kep asking her to lock the door & such . i was like in a fright & dunno wat in hospital , made police report . everybody treated it as nth when i was injured , scared & insulted . girl lehs wanna kanna rape but ppl treated it as nth ?? . i dunno wat to say i was landed in hospital or sth ?? . HE called say itz his Ex`s brother ( the girl he betrayed me wif in real life ) saying he`s a little physco & such . i`m his target he said . i was angry " so wat do u care abt , the things had already happen . now u see it , even if i`m in my worst situation , i needed u the most u were betraying me , i take all this myself did i ever call u ?? " . such & SUCH , i think the dream end . can`t remember much .
. Next dream was i found out tat Leslie wasn`t really in DB , in msn his nick wif another is so much nicer than when he`s wif me . the dream main point was saying tat he hide from me bec he`s wif another & things like tat . jump jump became we`re together sth like the girl didn`t want him & he came back , i know myself tat i`m stupid & such i didn`t wanna accpet him but end up like back together or wat . in dream i saw my old frens which is HIS frens too when i`m wif leslie . i was feeling sad tat i should be wif them or sth in the dream . long story , a day full of bad dreams . and these dream like symbolises my real life somehow or another .....Labels: . dream journal .
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. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
12:56 AM
Y Friday, April 18, 2008
. HAPPY 26TH ANNIVERSARY to MANJUSRI SECONDARY .
. suppose tO gO to sch`s anniversary at SINGAPORE CONFERENCE HALL but wif much hasitatiOn . zOe & i didn`t turn up even if itz our last year . guess Jacq will be very disappointed as i didn`t turn up for both sch & anniversary . hahahars .
. Friday , changed then went tO Zoe`s hse . i felt terribly wired wif wat i`m wearing , so after eating i went hOme to change . Guess Friday is a freaky WEARING day . both me & kai wore very strangely . i went hime to change i still felt strange . . .
. THIS IS ZHOU JIE LUN SISTER !! . NOT MAS SELAMAT DAUGHTER !! . told u guys Zhou Jie Lun`s sis is in SINGAPORE already , u all don`t believe me. hais . hahahars . i wore this trucker realise ppl keep looking , i think they suspect i`m mas selamat daughter . guess the last time i wore my truckers was the time i`m in Australia , for Girls tO wear trucker in Singapore everybody thought itz Mas Selamat daughter keep lOokin . or they thOught we`re one of JI team member . hahahars .
. kim & i . 3 of us wore truckers at the same time . wanted tO take a picture on it , but Kai is very superstitious say cannot 3 person take or else frenship will break ... -__-'" but hav tO respect was she thinks as a fren sO NO CHOICE !! .
. kelly & i , her teeth nice ?? . hahars .
. can see kai is taller than me alOt . she did it tOo obviously .
. zoe was the one who wore the prettiest on friday .
. Ken jie & i . hahahars , he is a HE though . i call him my Jie anyway .
. Braces girl hahahars .
. Iris :)
. silver , met her there . my lOng time fren whO is nOw gOne wif others . hahahars .
. they trying very hard tO act Hip-Hop .
. hahahars .
. kai like tO act like American Next Top MOdel . hahahars .
. ah pOr & Ding wei . ah pOr like tO act one kissing . then Ding Wei turned , i think they`ve kissed if i`m nOt wrong .. ( this Ding Wei FUCKING XL after drinking . i almost angry already , but luckily la . my temper change already so i smile smile tell him " eh , u talk dOn` sO XL hors , don`t make me scold u when my temper runs ah . " after knowing me sO lOng guess YY can see wat i meant then he msg me " eh don`t angry ah , he drunk already " . hahahars , can see the superstar cares alot la . hahars . but itz give our superstar face la , if not i osO scold him already . as he is superstar`s fren .
. okie , itz was a big group of us In Cine . and everybOdy can`t make up our mind on where tO gO next . suggestiOn was given but disagreement was overcoming tO these suggestiOn . nobody made up our mind . FINALLY , kai gOt angry . hahahrs . she walked off ... owwwww
. we decided tO jOin the GUYS at Boat Quay , so . this is it . me & kai in the cab to Boat Quay .
. main pupose was tO celebrate wif Jie as he`s gOing NS this coming Friday . hOpe he`ll be dOing fine inside when he get in & those dOgs inside wOn`t purosely TEKAN my jie la , he so small size sO cute . hahahars , if the dOgs make my jie like dOg , i gO make `em like dOgs . hahahars .
. SUPERSTAR & me . hahahars
. the grOup at Raining Bar . spot kelly ?? . she lOok sians huh , hahahars . itz juz the beginning . when she play can be crazy osO .
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. the game kelly & kai taught us tO play , they anyhow wan la . i kanna drink hOw many times !! . like 90% confirm will drink lOrs , nOt fun .
. first one dOwn AH POR !! . hahahars .
. second one down , KELLY !! . hahahars , nO la actually she`s tired tatz why fell asleep when we waiting for our food at Golden Cafe .
. Ah Por woke up !! . he was sO cute . i make him as my baby , he eat a little don`t wanna eat already , then i feed him . hahahars , i let him smoke he don`t wan he give a face like how baby don`t wan . HAHAHAHARS , so cute ~!! . i like take him as a toy like tat , i pat his back ask him tO burb he osO nev . see !! . i make his eyes he osO like tat . hahahars . nO la , juz playing but on the other hand i care la , tatz why he don`t wan eat i feed him eat . i scared he vomit tatz why give him smoke . bec i everytime wanna vomit osO smoke . hahahars . EXCUSE !! .
. okie , wanna thank BIRDY who sent me home . he everytime act cOol but realise he quite caring & dumb la . his name is Bernie but i call him Birdy , itz was raining he still ride me hOme , he could hav juz went hOme himselves . he still apologise tat both my bag & my body is wet . silly he was even wetter . so wanna thanks him for being sO nice la . hahahrs . THANKS BIRDY !! .
. my new maid has FINALLY arrived , DELIA =) hahahrs
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. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
9:00 PM
. within a week i`ve got this card twice . read wat it has tO say . it said sth like a fren`s in need of me , or if i hav any disagreement wif frenz we need to solve out we are always frenz & osO tO spend more time wif me frens & such .
. suppose tO blOg 17th the actual day . but didn`t hav the time tO . forgotten mostly wat i wanna blog abt . but remembering one thing is tat i wanna thank jacqueline for making me feel good having me as her push factor , she`s always tired after so much work . but for me , she`ll turn up sch juz tO see me . reaponsible counsellor , but today i didn`t turn up ... hahahars , i shld be feeling guilty now .
. our Artist jOel at work .
. spot my name ?? .
. there , at the center of the 5 .
. after sch , mOm came tO fetch me tO gO get my contacts . as said in the previous entry my contacts need tO wait for a month to be collected . so itz here today . we went back to their office after tat , hahahars . see !! . ^ on top , my parents office . C & A stands for my parents name . D.cohere is my dad & his fren`s another company .
. was talking tO my mOm abt someone BEING PROUD TAT HER MOM GAVE HER A PLATINIUM CARD ?? . hahahars , u hav platinium i hav SOLITAIRE lehs !!!! . hao lian la ?? . my SOLITAIRE more high standard than yr platinium hOrs !! . hahahars nO la , actually itz my mOm`s one . and my mOm cut from NEWSPAPER one . hahahars . we were talking abt ppl being useless relying on BF or others to boost up their status ?? . wat the use ?? . itz not up to yr own capabilty ?? . u`re relying on others mind u ?? . wat for be proud ?? . if u don`t hav another , u`re as useless as a beggar . my mom & pap says , do`t be proud . when one day u`re down THERE !! . u hav no fac to face the others , and there are always ppl who are above u . so wat for wanna be proud when u don`t hav the capabilty ?? . even u hav the card , i don`t think u hav the money tO pay the credit card company . even u hav branded , U HAV TO GO ARD BORROWING MONEY FROM PPL TO GET WAT U WAN . so u need not be proud ?? . go ard & show off or give ppl a face ?? . u`re juz someone who`s trying to fake yr indentity ... talking abt some ppl who kim & i will know ourselves . hahars . LOSERS !! .
. had a nap when i`m home , jovi called & there were downstairs . i had my bath & went down to meet them , had a slit on my hand when i wanted to trim my eyebrown . painful la , reminds me of many things when it slitted my hand , but one thing abt it is tat itz more painful than it use to be ?? .
. maid is nOt ard , my mOm`s cooking is getting boring . bec she`s tired & she only cook simple meals . so i wen down my vending machine to get some sandwich . nice indeed . hahahars .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
2:35 PM
Y Thursday, April 17, 2008
. didn`t went fOr Counselling tOday , the unicorn card i`ve gOt is taken after school . wat i wanted tO blOg abt ?? . like alot of things but seems tO fOrget everything . sians .. 6 more days tO gO , found out things tat i don`t wish tO be true . my relatiOnship policy is all abt HONESTY , COMMITMENT & LOVE . if all this simple things u can`t fullfill then watz the seriousness u`re talking abt ?? . i`ve suffered enough , if i`m not someone who`ll u`ll appreciate & treasure . i`m rather off alone . as imma " I DON`T NEED A MAN " character . but i need a man who i love & love me the same way tOo i`ve learnt too many lessons the past relationship . i hope after so much lessons god will hav eyes to let me hav a better life then on ..
. last min update , hahahars . felt hungry sO went tO my fidge tO look for sth tO eat . Ate a mouth of my chocolate cheesecake decided tO take a picture tO upload bec today`s entry very empty . BO LIAO ...
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
12:41 PM
Y Wednesday, April 16, 2008
. Unicorn Card i`ve gOt , suppose tO bLog on the actual day , but blogged today on 16th . forgotten mostly abt wat i wanna blog abt . my one thing , I`M MY COUNSELLOR`S PUSH factor & my counsellor`s is my pilot of my life when i can`t take charge of my life . REALLY thankful tO her .
. the Lazy 8 , my counsellor`s explanatiOn tO my Lazy 8 .
. WORST recess i`ve ever gOt , itz nOt tat itz nOt good .. BUT itz nOt up tO my the satisfactory of my taste bud & my tummy . hahahars .
. PURPLE day , we out wif Vampire tO drink again . guess he has lOtsa things kept in his mind . needed sOmeOne tO talk tO & a companiOn tO drink wif . sO as a fren tO this ass i`m there . hahahars , he`s irritating anyway .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
12:13 PM
. HAPPY B`DAY MY DEAR KIMMY !! . hahars , wish u being happy always . find yr one true .lOve . score in yr studies , and always the best . 18 already la , happy ?? . hahahars , or else we eveytime gO club u can`t !! . hahahars , now can GUANG MING ZHEN DA huh . hahahrs . I LUB U 1314 2324 3234 .
. within a week i`ve got this card twice . read wat it has tO say . it said sth like a fren`s in need of me , or if i hav any disagreement wif frenz we need to solve out we are always frenz & osO tO spend more time wif me frens & such .
. Unicorn Card i`ve gOt , suppose tO bLog on the actual day , but blogged today on 16th . forgotten mostly abt wat i wanna blog abt . my one thing , I`M MY COUNSELLOR`S PUSH factor & my counsellor`s is my pilot of my life when i can`t take charge of my life . REALLY thankful tO her .
