Y Wednesday, December 31, 2008
. Playlist updated . Pussycat Dolls - Lights Camera Action . Hope itz enjoyed :). Itz unfair , lets get fair . I`m not as bad . Why don`t i hav it ?? . Cars Cars Cars . I thought u love me , but why iziit so unfair ?? . WHY ?? . WHY PAPPY WHY ?? .
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. Happy new year in advanced people . To me, a new year is nth happy good to celebrate abt . So gonna stay home . I`m trying to live life happily for occasion after i`ve recovered . But each occasion now . Seems like a normal day to me, i don`t feel anything . I don`t feel loved . I wan my parents love, i wan happy times together wif family . But why don`t i hav it ?? . Family looks complete . But itz nev . I wanted to hav christmas tress like we had, presents underneath the tree from parents . And opening it together to see wat i`ve got & see their happy faces on them for wat i`ve got them . I wan pappy`s love . I wan to get piggy backs but not black face .
. Nobody will juz understand ...
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. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
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