♥ . It scares me to see where i`ve walked through my life . ♥

Y Monday, September 29, 2008

Labels: Photo Shoot Theme: Jeans ; Sensual

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
10:40 PM

. Today, i drove to sch . Hahars SAT SAT hOrs !! . But mOm drove hOme the car la . Sad case . Sch was great, only had 3 periods . Other than tat Play & slp .

. Home talked tO him on phone for hours . Said i`ve changed & such, but he nev thought of wat he did to make me change & hav this attitude towards him . Told me tO cook for him like before, say tO meet & ask abt so many things abt the past & the stuff he bought for me . I really dunnO how to treat u though ...

. My Baby Tinkle sleeping .

. Tinkle`s progress .

- She`s grown, even though i see her everyday . From the way she lie down . Can see she`ve grown bigger . Which is gOOd :)

- Getting naughtier & dirtier !! . Grrrr .

. Knows how to show her attitude after i scold her, talk to her use her butt face me hOrs !! . Good one .

- Still dunnO how to relief herself in the right place . But did i mention tat she knows how to sit ?? . Hees, my clever girl . And she`s getting cuter & cuter by her actions :)

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
10:36 PM

Y Sunday, September 28, 2008

. Today on F1 in Grand Prix . FERNANDO ALONSO came in first . Well, my Lewis came in 3rd . Still, he`s the champion :) abit disapponted la he came in 3rd . But itz alright . Everybody will hav a little fall someday . I still lOve u Lewis !! . Hahars, next we race together okay ?? . oOookay ~ . Steady ah .. Hahars

. Yesterday was a bad day . Trouble trouble trouble . Okay let`s not emphasise on wat had happened . Well, wen Cine for dinner at Chicago Steak House . The food there are nice yet cheap . Nice guy treated me & Kim 2 glass of juice . Hahars, recently ppl like to treat customers drink huh ?? . Okay, the place is not bad . Can go & hav a try :)

. Outside Cine wif the guys ... Acting outside Center Point after being Tua-ed . But .. The story gOes on .. Yang says this is for SomeOne ... Okay la don`t sO bad okay .. Yuyang stupid face . Well, he set it as Kim`s wallpaper . When Kim saw it, KPKB him . Hahars . Yea, itz kinda cute anyway ?? .

. Hope both brothers will reconcile . Itz isn`t worth fighting, need not apologise for wat had happened it doesn`t matter . Most tat matter itz both of u guys will reconcile & talk things out properly wif Mer . Thanks for sending me home when u`re injured ..

. Bloody FUCKER this is for u . Useless cad .

. Yesterday u came, i told u give $500 as a pay back of using my money for the past 6 months . Well, i thought i shouldn`t take it from a beggar . But after some sayings from Fren & SOMEONE . I though i should take, i spend MORE THAN $500 ON U . U IDIOT . Okay, so gave tat beggar discount . $250 . I say drag a day another $50 . So he hav to give me $300 . But i thought, like don`t wanna take his bloody money . So took tat $250 . And told him to use tat $50 to throw his own face HARD . Okay, wanna blame me for doing such stuff ?? . Too bad, i`m gOod enough for not giving u a tight slap to dirty my hand on u such person . Since u love money so much right ?? . Feel the slap of money on yr face then . Beggar . The others give u go Malaysia pump yr old car petrol la huh ?? . More than enough . STILL CAN LET U GO HOTEL FUCK . Take it okay ?? . Beggar . Useless, this money i`m thnking shld i gO shopping or give it to charity ?? . Why shld i keep this dirty money even though it shld belong to me . But itz way tOo dirty to be kept in my Swarovski wallet ..... U`ve juz messed wif the wrong person understand ?? .

. Itz abt wat u dO, u can say why Dualiap do so many things i still can treat him so good after we broke off . Bec he`s different from u !! . He don`t cheat behind my back when he`s wif me . So after we broke off he did many things i`m still willing to treat him like my own hubby support him ( even though he can support himself well enough ) & take care of his mother . Until he hit u tat time i hated him like hell i wanted to take the Gucci wallet back & my ATM card . But why did i ?? . Bec i need not treat him tat way as he was once someone true to me . He treated me well like nobody`s business . Until we broke off .. AT LEAST WHEN HE`S WIF ME HE WON`T BETRAY MY TRUST !! . OR BETRAY ME . Whatever u`re juz not suppose to be treated in the right way as human . U worst than a beast . EVEN YR FRENZ MONEY U OSO WANNA CHEAT . SO tatz for me & YR FREN !! . Fucking bastard . Remember u`re not only provoking me eh . Juz watch yr steps . WHO`S TAT UNLUCKY GIRL WHO WANNA KANNA CHEATED NEXT huh ?? . Kanna fuck-ed and use her money at the same time fucking other girls from the back . Hey i was lucky enough tat i find u dirty tat i didn`t even let u TOUCH ME !! . I see u pity then keep on supporting u for survival la huh !! . Now thanks for letting me knOw watz the truth . I know how stupid i am FOR BEING SUCH A NICE PERSON :) hahahars . Take only la Beggar .. Seriously don`t let me see u outside when i`m in a bad mood . Recently i happy still don`t wanna touch u tO dirty my hands . Keep this on yr bloody mind .

. Okay some Joke from AH BENG Yuyang tat cheered up my day .

Yangera 洪™ - says:
going anywhere ltr?

▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ o6 Oct `o6 _))» ° ❤ ▒▒▒▌ JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE ! says:
i dunnO eh , dualiap & les osO wan meet me .

▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ o6 Oct `o6 _))» ° ❤ ▒▒▒▌ JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE ! says:
i dunnO how ..
Yangera 洪™ - says:
lols
Yangera 洪™ - says:
meet me la
Yangera 洪™ - says:
best
Yangera 洪™ - says:
i protect u
Yangera 洪™ - says:
i also got ang kong
Yangera 洪™ - says:
full back
Yangera 洪™ - says:
onli u dont know

▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ o6 Oct `o6 _))» ° ❤ ▒▒▒▌ JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE ! says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAARS
Yangera 洪™ - says:
actualli i very sat one u know

▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ o6 Oct `o6 _))» ° ❤ ▒▒▒▌ JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE ! says:
U WANNA EAT LOWER SEC NOW IZIIT ! ?
Yangera 洪™ - says:
that time
Yangera 洪™ - says:
also got 1 girl

▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ o6 Oct `o6 _))» ° ❤ ▒▒▒▌ JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE ! says:
hahahars
Yangera 洪™ - says:
ask me protect her
Yangera 洪™ - says:
similar situation

▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ o6 Oct `o6 _))» ° ❤ ▒▒▒▌ JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE ! says:
stop cocking la !!
Yangera 洪™ - says:
i ji tao no give chance ar

▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ o6 Oct `o6 _))» ° ❤ ▒▒▒▌ JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE ! says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAS

▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ o6 Oct `o6 _))» ° ❤ ▒▒▒▌ JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE ! says:
STOP IT LA !! .

Yangera 洪™ - says:
i wallop both of them
Yangera 洪™ - says:
u know ICU?
Yangera 洪™ - says:
ya
Yangera 洪™ - says:
they now still lying there
Yangera 洪™ - says:
abit harsh la
Yangera 洪™ - says:
but

▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ o6 Oct `o6 _))» ° ❤ ▒▒▒▌ JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE ! says:
I know . intensive care unit
Yangera 洪™ - says:
u know

▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ o6 Oct `o6 _))» ° ❤ ▒▒▒▌ JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE ! says:
hahhahars . u said tat ytd already .
Yangera 洪™ - says:
too gentleman la
Yangera 洪™ - says:
then didnt think of consequences
Yangera 洪™ - says:
ais

▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ o6 Oct `o6 _))» ° ❤ ▒▒▒▌ JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE ! says:
hahahars .
Yangera 洪™ - says:
this time i try use less force ok

▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ o6 Oct `o6 _))» ° ❤ ▒▒▒▌ JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE ! says:
stop yr cock la , i laughing alone like idiot like tat know .
Yangera 洪™ - says:
A&E can liao
Yangera 洪™ - says:
Lols

▒▒▒▌ ❤ °« ((_｢ o6 Oct `o6 _))» ° ❤ ▒▒▒▌ JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE ! says:
KP LA !!!!!!!!
Yangera 洪™ - says:
ok lo
Yangera 洪™ - says:
=(

. Hahahars thanks for cheering me up Yang :)

P.S : somehow still wish u`ll get happiness toO after me ..

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
9:40 PM

. Together for 6 months and yet this is all i`ve found out . Nothing but lies . Yea, i admit tat i don`t love u and nev even let u hug me the past few months . But ain`t i gOod enough ?? . To provide u money for yr survival, yr material stuff frOm head to toe, yr phone and even yr fren`s Bday present ?? . And all i found out is u this fucking bastard fucking others behind me . WHO IN THE HELL WILL DO TAT ?? . Inhuman, i totally wanna fuck u upside down . Does the girl knows how ungentlemanly u are ?? . Does the girl knows tat all u wan is tO fuck her & u had a GF ?? . Seriously i won`t blame the girl, the girls has yet to see wat kinda person u are . Like how i see when time pass i wanted to leave so much but u kept leaving me saying tat u love me . When u`re caught of being unfaithful u`re good enough to act in front of god . Hey, seriously . I`M NOT SAD AT ALL !! ?? . Hahahars, but i`m juz very pissed . I felt very disgusted by u . Yea, i`ve said to return me money as a compensation for the past few months . But i didn`t even take a single cent from u . I threw the money back IN YR FACE & i treat it tat I`M FEEDING BEGGAR all this while . Itz meant nth tO me alright ?? . Juz fuck off in my life . A lousy man without frenz, perverted & low characteristic . WATZ MORE ?? . Find out yrself . Hahars, eh beggar YR MOTHER HERE GIVE U THE MONEY TO LET U PUMP PETROL LA HUH ?? . PUMP UNTIL U SIAO !! . THIS MONEY MEANT NTH TO ME . Itz not even enough for me to buy tissues to clean my BABY`S ASS !! . F u c k it BEGGAR !! .

. Seriously i dunnO how yr parents bought u up . U can gO steal stuff & yr parents says GOOD to u ?? . WTH ?? . I really regret being wif such a low class person . Money sense it meant NOTHING AT ALL . But yr character & yr family`s ?? . SUCKS TO THE CORE . No wonder everybody ard hated u ...

. Seriously giving DuaLiap beat wif the scar on yr face . I find it worth now . Juz be more careful on yr steps now Leslie Lau =D

. P.S : Scared don`t come and fuck ard wif me la okay ?? . I seriously LOOK DOWN ON U . I`ve nev look down on anybody BUT U . U think tOo highly of yrself, poor chap .. And u fucking mind yr words , need not go tell ppl how much my mom hav in her normal nets account .

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
5:52 PM

Y Saturday, September 27, 2008

. Friday, Chua Wei Xian Beautiful wedding !! . So lovely, well . Think i wouldn`t hav the chance . Her husband . Aloysius`s father has a GTR !!!!! . Okay, even though itz not those TERRIBLY EXPENSIVE KINDA sports car . But i totally love it la . Pap !! . I wan GTR !!!!! . Okay, serious happy for Wei Xian . I got excited to see her so happy . But kinda sad . Bec after so long, guess i won`t hav this kinda fate . ALL I`VE GOT ARE BAD GUYS !! . Hahars . ( Shall update more pictures on the wedding as pictures are wif Eileen ) .

. Met the girls at Aljunied Mrt ( WHY MUZ I TAKE MRT WHEN I`VE GOT A 5 SERIES TO DRIVE !!!!!!!!!!!! ?????????????. FED UP ) . Okay, planned a girls night club to DBL O . But Kelly got cropped up & put us aeroplane la . Still we turned up at DBL O wif Mer & group . Then down to Boat Quay . On the way down Nic gave me drive . Hahahars . SERIOUSLY IS THE CLUTCH THE DIFFERENCE LORS !! . Okay, was kinda fun wif their presence . Drank & home .

. At Wei Xian`s wedding .

. Frenz for life, Kindergarten, primary sch & frenz til now .

. See their smiles . Can feel their happiness eh ?? . Her husband is a very caring man i realized . Wherever Wei Xian go he`ll hold her gown for her so as not to let her trip on it . Lovely eh ?? . Isn`t my Wei Xian pretty ?? . Handsome groom tOo huh ?? .

. Their picture slide show showing their love from the start . Touching ..

. The bride & groom cutting their wedding cake .

. My Ong Lai carrying Wei Xian`s " daughter " EnEn . Pretty huh ?? .

. EnEn & her " Husband " climb up the stage and dance wif the singer .

. Went Cine`s Shokudo to hav dinner .

. Suspect this bloody GreenTea ice blend wif Ice Cream tat the waiter treated us made us vomit lOrs . After Kai vomit at Cine i vomited at DBL O`s nearby . WTF can, i felt so unwell .

. My cute & pretty girls =)

. Kim`s JIAO BIN . Hahahars . Take picture only !! . Not as though i wanna eat !! ?? . Hahahars .. Muacks . Hahahars i love her .. Don`t keep eating la !! . Hahahars .

. Outside DBL O .. UGLY girl . Juz finish vomiting . Hahahars . I look tan in this pic yea ?? .. Mervin Teo Soon . Hais .....

. Boat Quay .. Nic =) . I seriously find myself very ugly ... Hais . Low self-esteem . Hahars.. Valet parking anyone ?? . Guarantee save steering wheel returned only . Hahahars, tatz wat Pap always say . Hahars .. Superstar dumb`s face & my cute face . Hahars .

. I really need time alone, i hope u`ll stop pestering me . I really don`t wanna talk to u tat way . Plz don`t let me do wat i don`t wanna . Itz been so lOng, u left, u betrayed u did wat the hell nobody could dO to me . Now, don`t go ard telling ppl tat i`m the one u loved for so long . It matters not . Not matter wat, i wouldn`t return to u . Bec i`m afraid, so afraid . When will there be another time i`ll lie there wif freedom locked bec of u ?? . Yes, u said we`ve been through alot . No doubt . If u had thought of all this earlier we wouldn`t hav end up like this . U swore tat u`ll nev regret treating me the way u did before .. So don`t turn back now . Eugene Lim, i`ve treated tat u`ve died since we broke off ......

. Slept at 6 plus 7 . Woke up at 10 plus ?? . WTH, okay . The problem is even though itz normal for me after drinks . But Tinkle is my worry tat couldn` get back to slp . Showered her again . And pay grandma a visit . I love u AH MA !! .

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
7:19 PM

. WOW , very cool drifting hOr Mr. Ong ?? .

. Actually not bad la . Hahars . No car use bicycle to drift osO quite cool . Hahahars . Okay, PS readers . Shall update on Ytd event lat tonight or tmr . As pictures are scattered wif so many other ppl . So stay tuned yea .

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
4:02 PM

Y Friday, September 26, 2008

. To all road user . This is a bad news . ...

. Well , I `VE PASSED MY TP !!! .

. Hahahahahahars . 6 Demerits points . Okay, i`m overjoyed . But abit sians as Pap & Mom says the car is tOo big for me . Need some supervision before i could drive on my own . Will wait till Pap get my 1 series for me !! . Hahahars. Provided if Pap & Mom will settle watz in their mind & heart . Well well, gonna wait for Kelly Chua to come over then gO over tO .........

. Wanna know watz so special abt today since the last post eh ?? . So stay tuned i`ll update abt today real soon :)

P.S : The racing queen is on the road already !! . Hahars, let`s wait till i fight this title la okay ?? . Tata !! .

. Some pictures before leaving home :)

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
6:41 PM

Y Thursday, September 25, 2008

Labels: Photo Shoot Theme: Jeans ; Sensual

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
11:15 PM

Y Wednesday, September 24, 2008

. Goodbye to the both of us . 22nd September 20o8 . Tatz how we`ve ended . I`ve chosen this path tO leave . I hate it when u take advantage of the chances i gave .

. All this while . Thanks for trying to change for me . Plans my schedule when i`m busy . Pick me up whenever & wherever i rush to . Itz has passed 6th months . Looking back to our pictures, it really make me felt like everything was juz a blink . I chosen this pictures bec it was the last time we almost left each other toO . I haven`t treat u the way u wanted me to be the pass few months . I`m sorry tat i`ve ever hurt u . Now we both hav gone our own way . I wish u all the best . All i wanna say is thanks for all this while & u`ll be someone i`ll miss .. Take Care .

. Tuesday, 23rd . Finally, here`s a picture of my Baby sis & her baby Chole . Met them up at Tampines for a little while . Well, hav to say carrying baby Chole for tat little while walking ard 2 malls is making my hand ache like hell . But iz worth la . Hahars .

. Mr. Frog the father . And my stupid, idiotic & irritating fren of mine . Thanks for being there for me both of u . How time passed, meeting them then i realized tat how long we haven`t met . And now they hav a baby wif them . Dunno wat tO say . Getting emo today .

. Sleeping soundly throughout . I`m seriously getting UGLY can ?? .

. Mr. Teo Soon ( handsome la okay !! ?? ). We meet up, wanted to shop but he`s so late . And went to meet up wif some of his frenz . Nice ppl met are Nicholas & Justin the twins . And some others . Hahars . Their names i couldn`t really recall their names . As the two of a kind are the ones we communicated the most . Seriously humorous & nice ppl . But good at scamming me play pool when they`re nationals . Irritating -___________-'" Hahars .

. Okay, if u`re a regular here . Zoe will be having her FTT on the 22nd , Kai`s TP on the 24th and mine on the 26th . Well, congrats to both of them as both hav passed . Left me . 2 more days to go . And dunnO how long more to go to fulfill by racing dreams . Hahars, seriously don`t wish me luck okay ?? . I`m superstitious . So.. Break a leg will do .

. Okay today getting a little EMO . Bad start of the day wif some scolding from mom & some fuss at home . And realized tat whatever i did .. SERIOUSLY wasn`t appreciated la !! . Honestly i`m mad , disappointed & sad ?? . Well, personal stuff tat i don`t think should be publicised . Or even hav the energy to carry on typing . Things aren`t going tat well .. And seriously ?? .. Am feeling lonely .

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
10:20 PM

Y Monday, September 22, 2008

Though a new man has given me attention but it ain't the same as your affection .

Though I know I should be content . In the back of my mind, i can't help but question ..

Does he kiss me on the forehead, before we go to bed .

Show up on my doorstep with a bouquet

Does he call me in the middle of the day just to say "hey baby I love you" like you used to .

Labels: Photo Shoot Theme: Jeans ; Sensual

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
10:25 PM

. Photo Updates .

. Saturday girls night out .. Snap shot .. We hav our dumb side . Hahars .. Sunday night went to buy Tinkle a new place to slp in . But she doesn`t seem to like it ?? . And i juz realized the 9 O'clock show where Sophia`s husband work at is where i bought Tinkle !! . Hahars . I told her to see her hse, she don`t wan !! . Knn ~ -______-'"

. Updatedmy playlist again . LolliLolli by Three 6 Mafia & Breathless by Shayne Ward . An song i use to listen last time when i`m down . So dO enjoy !! :)

YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
9:59 PM