Y Friday, June 20, 2008
. okay ,
juz reached home & quarrelled
wif les . hate it when he shouts .
yeap even though i`
ve played overboard . but no need to shout eh ?? . hate it !! . he sent me home . then .. here i am blogging . tired from work . and
kim stuff . TS really created a huge mess . when things like tat happened to me last year . i went CRAZY !! . like TOTALLY !! ?? . i was crying alone out loud , walking ard the house wif my blanky in my hands, i know i keep walking ard like searching . but i dunno wat i`m searching . feeling of lost . on the lights as i`m afraid of darkness but still seemed so dark . juz keep crying out loud . hahars . at tat point really like CRAZY . in the real sense like insane ... nobody cared . and it felt really dark . looking down from my 16 floor i wanted to jump off . oh well , shall stop all this or else i`ll be feeling scared again . so for
kim , she`s handling it pretty well from
wat i see . so anything KIM I`LL SURE BE HERE alright my dear ?? . TS has
juz lost a girl tat he`ll
nev find ever again . if i`m a guy, i sure treasure her like hell .
mayb tatz the reason . SHE`S too good .
tatz he took advantage , making mistakes over & over . a simple I`M SORRY & she`s back there . thinking how things work for him . he made a huge mistake tat he could
nev turn back . i pray in the name of god . if god still exist . PLEASE GIVE AN ANSWER TO KIM . i know .
itz hell ...
. NOTE from Fatty sent to me online : sweety u mean so much too me but all have ended here..all i can do now is hoping u make the right choice..it really hurts me..u make my tear drop, whenever i think of the past..u really someone that make me happy and sad... all this thing in my mind and is hard to forget..
missing u is what i do everyday and all i can say is that i am still waiting for u..falling in love with u, make my life change so much, all i can say ur the angel of my life..but u have gone away right now... hahars . share some sweetness . i hereby wanna thank him for the thing he do for me . he`s really great . but i`ve only treated him as my good fren . fatty i did hurt u tat made me guilt . all i can say is sorry & treat you good whenever i hav the ability . so thank you . i know sometime u will drop by my blog . so are u touched ?? . hahahars . FATTY rules !! .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
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