. kai shocked tO see nene bouncing in front of her when zoe danced . hahars .. hahars , HE`S so happy surrounded by BABES dancing ard HIM . hahars .
. this picture was actually cool , all of us lifted our hand 0123 without any plan or instruction . it was candid . hahars . but tOo bad it was tOo bright .
. somethings i juz can`t avoid no matter how much i try tO . somethings juz can`t be fulfilled like we wanted tO . 4-5 years back kim & i was at sentosa, we made a promise to come together to sentosa wif our BF when night falls . at tat time all i had to say was " like this we must wait for 2 years to fulfill this wish " bec i hav tO wait for him tO come out . but even years passed, this promise was not fulfilled . not by anyone of us . i hate to step into the place wher most our memories stores . i had to leave u when it was yr last few days out here at tat time tO cruise . same place , habourfront . we always hug each other when we stand at the front of Vivo mesmerising the view of the sea . we fulfilled our wish going up Cruise together after u came out . i took 3 years to fulfill the wish . taking out my pouch, found many recipes when we`re at cruise before leaving sentosa today . is there a hint from god ?? . after all this years is this really goodbye between us ?? . being there even though i didn`t wan to . but still, i haven`t change wat we use to do when we`re there before .
. omg , wat am i typing . mayb nobody gets it . i`m juz typing everything tatz coming to my mind . somethings i nev learn , somethings i wouldn`t want tO . somethings juz can`t be avoided . if i had a chance m if time were on my side . if god was fairer and only if U HADN`T CHANGE . i`m sorry . hav u let go ?? . do u even know i`m right here still ?? . and do u even know there`s things like this for u ?? . i`m juz writing to someone who`s dead . whom i know nev get to read this ..
. and if u`re still here , itz our anniversary tOday . always such a coincident . or god , plz stop playing a fool wif me . u nev know how i feels, u always think itz right for me . but i`m here still hurting . pls stop all this .
. the song is right, u taught me how to love un-selfishly . i gave u my all , but wat u did ?? .