Y Wednesday, June 4, 2008
. i`m soooo disappointed wif MYSELF !!! ..
ahhhhhh !! . i suppose
tO gO sch like so many days , but i
didn`t turn up for so many days . seriously wanted to turn up , but always . i
nev make the effort to go and find out the timing , when i know like today , i rush . i was hesitating a little as usual . tiredness .. then to make it worst .. it started to rain ..
wat am i suppose to do !! ?? . i feel like crying ,
dunnO why .
. if i
nev turn up, i feel guilty . but why
didn`t i make the extra effort to turn up ?? . why am i like tat ?? .
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr . if i can turn back time i`ll turn up very remedial , then come again . when i know it`ll end up like tat why
didn`t i turn up !! ????? .
omg, i`m so fucking fed-up
wif myself .
wat the fuck am i doing .
. from tomorrow onwards , i promise myself to turn up EVERY
remedial . no matter how tired i am . CAN SOMEONE
PLZ LET ME KNOW WHEN THERE`S REMEDIAL ?? .
omg .. shit myself . fuck it .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
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