Y Monday, June 30, 2008
. Today during Geography lesson. Madam Erni find it so nice tat we are enthusiastic abt work . and are having team sprits . she decided to snap pictures of us . there are videos tOo . but i lost them . so.. PICTURES only .
. Our group .
. when serious . Oh anyway it was juz nice pictures taken when TCY did the writing . other than tat, i was the one doing it . so don`t think tat he`s so hard working .. i was the one ..

. the laughs .

. our opponent .
hahars . no la ..
.
Saturday, went out to get some stuff from POPULAR
wif dear . then picked
kim &
kai up for another drinking session over my place . BUT a boring one . nobody got high ?? .
hais . still left more than half a bottle .. okay, recently very lazy to blog anymore . like
dunnO watta say ?? . so
juz let the pictures do the talking yea ?? .

. before
gOing out ..
wat trying to show my necklace suits my T-shirt . but ending up my flash spoiling it . still other picture can see . so .. SCROLL DOWN .

. after picking Kim up, went to her
hse nearby to fill HIS tummy only . my dear .... sad case .
wif him i MEI YOU DE CHI .
hahahahrs .

. Trying out
kim`s new phone camera .
itz really nice . but end up the flash too
POWDERFUL until my face
lOok so pale ..

. can`t even see my features yea ?? .

. During the wait for Kai at her his downstairs . And pictures turned our blurry .

. As Kim was taking pictures
wif my cute
lil sweet there
wif her phone . i snap it
wif mine . mine`s better yea ?? .
hahars .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
5:20 PM
Y Sunday, June 29, 2008
. the moon , the stars , the sea & the ocean always remind me of you . we always link to sea & ocean with the company of moon & stars . when u`re gone , we used the mood to remind us tat we are there for each other , no matter where we are . the mood we see will always be the same . tatz what we said when u went inside . and if time is on our side , there will be no tears to cry for us .. itz juz hurt tO look at where i am now without yOu ...

. the past of me & yOu , when u hold me through my darkest path . be the very best u can for me . but u`ve died since 29th june 2007 , no matter how hard i searched i can nO longer find u back . itz been a year since u`re gone tears are still here bec of yOu . but all i`m wishing is tat u`ll find yrself back and love yr mOm . hoping somewhere out there u`re thinking of me tOo . u`ll alway be save in here .... we live the rest of our life , but nOt together .. sometimes, both truely loves each other are forced to be apart . . u were my first love , u were my true love . i gave my all to you . but wat you do ?? .
. song spcially dedicated to you .. itz been a year for my pain . and still , i guess we nev really move on .
Labels: . 1st year break up anniversary .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
12:00 AM
Y Friday, June 27, 2008
.
itz was nice of Dear to came pick me up from sch .
hahars, great surprise . yet he bought me a necklace and wore it for me in the car . but a necklace
wif a letter M ?? . no link .
hahars . but still it was nice . thanks my dear .. after reaching home, Dear went home to rest . afterwards he came to pick me again for tuition . he went the car garage to fix his car stuff alone & waited for me to end me tuition . shop shop shop in Parkway, headed to
Yishun Dam, went to see Jet Planes then headed back home ..

. the Necklace Dear bought . thanks Dear =)

.
Thenn Dear was complaining
abt me not blogging
abt him . and Posting Lewis Car & not his .
hahars . okay so here`s a photo of another version of Honda Civic Spoon ...
hahars .

. then Dear got this
Cigarettes from his dad . he said was from .. where ?? . i dunno . from the box i see
itz from Australia . okay, was i`m posting this ?? . THE PICTURE
ITZ EVEN WORST THAN SINGAPORE`S !! . and
itz heavily wrinkled ...
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
3:26 PM
Y Thursday, June 26, 2008

. Thanks Jacq for this 2 taxi . itz really cute, she bought it from Hong Kong meusuem . there`s meaning to it , for mind . is to award me for my improvement & how can i learn to drive my life now . i can be in control . she is a great help in my life . for her`s shall keep it confidential ...

. Today, sch back home . tuition the Yuyang came meet me at 201 . went back him & made cookies . the cookies

. acting dumb ..

. round face ...

. Big chef preparing to cook !! . and u see aunty there holding the bowl .
. girls wif superstar Chef . hahars .
. then cookies.. baking hot in the oven ..
. okay.. tOo hot . then we were all very INTO watching tv till we nev check the cookies out . it turned out this way =( but the both NENE i made for Zoe was okay ?? . hahars . and see the 2 long ones ?? . end up ?? . it look like shit .
. wanted to make this cookie for Dear . so this is how it turned out . can see cannot eat . hahars . but i gave my mOm & Pap to eat . hahars , they shared this little heart . was glad Pap ate it . hahars . and i fed him ?? . hahars .

. okay i really think my blog is going no where wif me blogging it this way . readers are leaving !! . =( hahars okay stop it . juz dunnO wat tO blog abt anymore u see ?? . and here`s a reason why i can concentrate blogging . scary botak which scared the hell outta me tat i can`t concentrate on blogging .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
10:41 PM
Y Wednesday, June 25, 2008
. okay, tired tired day . Lewis picked me up from sch . reached home changed & went out again . Lewis haven`t done his tuning . so left his car in my carpark . Waited for Johnathan to come pick us up & went Republic Poly to meet Kai . called darling Daphie too so i could see her for tat awhile wif chOng there too . awhile isn`t enough la . hahars . okay, headed down parkway to collect my hp . see Artist portfolio at Utopia . then we DRIVE !! . kai started driving, Lewis dunnO why didn`t allow me to drive . but end up he did, so it was fun driving . i drove all the way tO suntec .. then kanna scold by Lewis la !! . say wat i drive recklessly, BUT I WAS JUZ FOLLOWING HIS INSTRUCTIONS !! ?? . okay nvm . we went Suntec arcade to try catching soft toys !! .

. WE DRIVE
FERRARI hors !! .
. One of the sweet from the Gaming machine . Digital Cam hOrs !! .

. These are wat we`ve got . seem little ?? . know how much it cost & how much time they spent ?? . till Lewis stressed up ah . okay was over serious after we came back buying food . okay . the Big Taz hav to be exchanged wif 2 small ones . John spent so much money to catch it for Kai . and so did Lewis Caught me one . which i didn`t ask for ?? . hahars . they were very nice la . of cuz la !! . my BUDDY ma !! ?? . and John ?? . Kai consider la !! ?? . hahars . see the 2 big packets of sweets ?? . hahars .

. my botak Buddy Lewis & me . hahars . cute eh ?? . can see my eye bag is soooo BAD !! . and dunnO why i stick to wearing Lewis specs the whole night . hahars . and see Botak i don`t look like Barbie . Barbie doesn`t hav eye bag like i do ?? . AND !! . i`m afraid of Barbie !! . I NEV played wif Barbie , up till today i believe BARBIE IS A GHOST !! .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
11:41 PM
Y Monday, June 23, 2008

. hahars , finally remember to upload this picture !! . hahars . was web cammy wif kai, she kept stoning . so .. i snap a pic of her stone face . hahars . okay, i might look like ghost . totally withput makeup . even NO EYE BROWN . as i`ve said i can live without makeup but not my eyebrown pencil ..
. okay, i`m so tired . itz the first day of sch . waking up wasn`t the bad part . it was after recess . i`ve got so tired . mayb i`ve ate toO much & my body wanna rest . hahars . nonsense . can`t get to slp last night . here`d the reason why & i wanna share wif u ppl bec itz kinda interesting .. hahars . here goes .
. I wanted to hav a change in tuition timing as i`ve expected tat i`ll be freaking tired for the first day back to sch . so i`ve decided to text DAVID , my math tutor to hav a change in today`s lesson .
I can get to slp so i texted him ...
His reply : why can`t get to slp ?? . too much worried or thinking too much blah blah blah . yr mind shld be all abt studies .. blah blah blah .. ( he goes emphasising abt the importance of studying . teacher, u see ?? .)
My reply :" yea, think too much stuff in the night . had a bad time of my life not long ago still a little traumatise by it, had to rely on medication to slp ." blah blah blah ..
. and u know uncle always LOH SOH ...
". thinking of wat colour make up u shld wear ?? . " blah blah blah, he goe abt saying my life .. " and er, i`m not really tat uncle okay ?? . mister will be welcomed "
. so i went on ." no lah duh ~!! . " blah blah blah "Uncle don`t understand one la . if uncle not so LOH SOH , lil lady here won`t be calling uncle uncle okay, i`m trying hard to slp so i can dream abt multiplication .. nights Elvis!! . " .
"ya la uncle don`t understand.. uncle TOOPID !! . "
" wow !! . uncle know how to use act cute language like yr lil students !! tatz great A1 for you !! clap clap. nights !! "
" Pls la !! . you young ppl are so arrogant. tat was used by my girlfren many years back . like 12 years back .. when .. er . YOU WERE NOT EVEN ABLE TO SPELL UNCLE ?? ."
"at then i`m 6 !! . who says i dunnO how to spell uncle !! ?? u think i`m retard ?? . mayb for yr child when he or she reaches 6 dunnO how to spell uncle !! . hahars choy choy juz kidding . see uncle always talk non stop to make me reply non stop . NIGHTS LA !! "
" i couldn`t spell uncle when i was 6 ?? . okay la, don`t disturb you . sleeep..."
" U`re stupid i guess ?? . hahars good night !! "
" And i`m teaching you ?? . draw the conclusion lass . "
. okay so i went . the THEN & NOW thing ..
" i like to hav last word.. u see miss i don`t hav sch tmr . i hope it rains in the morning . sleep !! . and don`t reply .. i thought i`m doind u a favour by replying cos u obviously can`t slp . don`t feel so agitated. it prevents u from sleeping . do not reply to this msg lest u`rw mentally off tangent "
" -_________-'" i can`t take it not to reply.. U IIRRITATING ANNOYING UNCLE !!.. bye bye !! . now ..... DON`T REPLY !! . nights "
" NO! u don`t reply i`m yr sienior so respect shld be forthcoming from u !! . don`t reply !! . good night !! "
. okay then, i was lazy to entertain tat Elvis Craze . to sleeep it was like 12+ 1 ?? . see tatz the reason why i`m tired today . conclusion ?? . DON`T TEXT UNCLE AT NIGHT WHEN YA WANNA SLP OR ELSE IT`LL NEV END !! .
. okay the BLAH BLAH BLAH part is bec i`m lazy to type it all out . so blah blah blah & conversation are cut short . hope readers might understand wat i`m typing abt . hahahs . enjoy !! .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
9:15 PM
Y Sunday, June 22, 2008
.
Friday , after work met the girls at
Bugis . then
zoe wasn`t well . so went home .
afterwhich Kai , Kim & Dear to my
hse drinking session ..

. slacked at Mac , got nth to do so played
wif ma hair .

. Priscilla Gan`s newest invented hairstyle . cool
hOrs !! .

. the STAR ..
. then drink session at my
hse ...


. Candid on those 2 drunkards .
hahahars . NOT la .

. first one down .. AGAIN !! .

. and yet he stole my EEyor to slp wif him ..

. Promoting E thirty three .

. Carlsberg girls . hahahahhhars . no la . and dunnO where hav the picture of me & kai gOne to . juz went missing . drinking session ended ard 6+ . then slept .
. Saturday, went out wif Dear to shop . it was late tatz why didn`t really shop . but went Mango sales !! . hahars . i got new cloths !! . okay got whit shorts, tatz the SO MANT pair i`ll hav . mayb ppl think i`m always wearing the same one. hahars . after tat kim & zoe came downtown to meet us . we did nth . so went home after tat .

. before gOing out .. hees , waiting for tat pig to come la ! ! . everytime so slow ..

. hees , nice ?? . bought new pair of lashes so wanted to show off . but end up Kim said no difference . -_______-'" dear said so too ..



. oh ya !! . forgotten to post this picture . AND THEN .. dear thought i like Hello Kitty bec everytime i see Hello Kitty stuff . but i LIKED Hello Kitty . not tat much now . And so, he took a Hello Kitty sticker & he sticked at his car for me :) hahars . so sweet of him yea ?? . thanks Dear ..
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
7:43 PM
Y Friday, June 20, 2008
. okay ,
juz reached home & quarrelled
wif les . hate it when he shouts .
yeap even though i`
ve played overboard . but no need to shout eh ?? . hate it !! . he sent me home . then .. here i am blogging . tired from work . and
kim stuff . TS really created a huge mess . when things like tat happened to me last year . i went CRAZY !! . like TOTALLY !! ?? . i was crying alone out loud , walking ard the house wif my blanky in my hands, i know i keep walking ard like searching . but i dunno wat i`m searching . feeling of lost . on the lights as i`m afraid of darkness but still seemed so dark . juz keep crying out loud . hahars . at tat point really like CRAZY . in the real sense like insane ... nobody cared . and it felt really dark . looking down from my 16 floor i wanted to jump off . oh well , shall stop all this or else i`ll be feeling scared again . so for
kim , she`s handling it pretty well from
wat i see . so anything KIM I`LL SURE BE HERE alright my dear ?? . TS has
juz lost a girl tat he`ll
nev find ever again . if i`m a guy, i sure treasure her like hell .
mayb tatz the reason . SHE`S too good .
tatz he took advantage , making mistakes over & over . a simple I`M SORRY & she`s back there . thinking how things work for him . he made a huge mistake tat he could
nev turn back . i pray in the name of god . if god still exist . PLEASE GIVE AN ANSWER TO KIM . i know .
itz hell ...
. NOTE from Fatty sent to me online : sweety u mean so much too me but all have ended here..all i can do now is hoping u make the right choice..it really hurts me..u make my tear drop, whenever i think of the past..u really someone that make me happy and sad... all this thing in my mind and is hard to forget..
missing u is what i do everyday and all i can say is that i am still waiting for u..falling in love with u, make my life change so much, all i can say ur the angel of my life..but u have gone away right now... hahars . share some sweetness . i hereby wanna thank him for the thing he do for me . he`s really great . but i`ve only treated him as my good fren . fatty i did hurt u tat made me guilt . all i can say is sorry & treat you good whenever i hav the ability . so thank you . i know sometime u will drop by my blog . so are u touched ?? . hahahars . FATTY rules !! .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
2:20 AM
Y Wednesday, June 18, 2008
. Catch Hong Yuyang on channel U . 18/6 9.30 PM .. YEA !! . MY TAG BOARD HAS CAME BACK TO LIFE !! . hahahars . thanks ppl !! =D
. BACK HOME !! . Kai & Zoe came to accompany me for like the whole day tOday while working . Zoe bought a Yellow Wedge, which she changed to a shorts after tat . And bought Kai the Pink Wedge as her ADVANCE b`day present . and i wanted tO get the blue one . so itz like an colour each . but zoe didn`t wan the yellow one . so after tat i got the yellow one instead . BOSS send i home . when i reached home . i saw my neighnour sitting at the floor beside the guard house, i wanted to go down to ask why . but fatty told me not to be Kaypo . mayb he juz wan some quiet time . so as zoe said .. but if he wanna cool down why sit on the road ?? . i thoght i shld help, but in the other sense . ppl might thoght i`m a KAYPO . i dunno wat to say . but tat sight of him sitting there like tat really make me felt he`s very poor thing . with legs cross sitting near the barrel . heads down, adjusted his specs when the car light shone at him . the sight juz can`t get off my mind . if itz my father i see there .. i`ll cry i guess . gosh, i really feel like going down to ask him if he needs any help . but wat if i`m really a kaypo if i go ?? . wat if he really need my help ?? . wat shld i do ?? . grrr

. the Yellow Wedge i`ve got from shop . itz cheap now bec we`re moving out & oso itz GSS !! .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
2:30 AM
Y Monday, June 16, 2008
. has been working these few days . alone !! . as uncle has fell ill .
aunty has
tO take care of him . so
itz all
abt me in the shop . had my bunch of
frenz (
Daphnne,
Chong , Eunice,
Zhuang Xun &
Hong Yie) coming to accompany me for today . they were like crazy-
ing in my shop .
Chong taken his driving
license . HE SUCKS !! . so fast !! . okay, but was really cool & he sent me home after tat too =)
hahaars . really feels good to drive
wif ya own car . WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN !! ?? .
hahahars . okay, shall let the pictures do the talking as i`m
really tired .



. Darling Daphie & me . she`ll always be my darling girl . And i love her so ..
. i look like ?? .
. she says she look as though she`s being tortured .
. before leaving shop, Daphie love the Vintage briefcase. she took it juz to take pictures . hahars . okay one of the picture hav the OBs again , if i spelled it correctly ?? . the spirits tat appear in photos like a circle only . and itz on my ear & face !! . but i didn`t upload tat picture . itz really scary . only on me . and sO... they continued scaring me .......................
. the 2 crazy Gay . hahahars . Chong & Ash . they`re the best la .. hahars . nO, i mean seriously .. they`re really nice . guess miss out pictures of Eunice & Zu Xun but if u look carefully, u`ll find them in PICtures .. but they`re there though . we`re frenz always . my GUAI-er & more IDiotic bunch of fellas . hahars .
. AND me, acting cute while tending the shop at the stairs as there`s customers upstairs tatz why .
. hahhahahahars ..
. YESTERDAY ..
. reading mag before Dear came..
. Dear came & accompanied me for the day tOo . bought me food, clean his car, cam whore wif me ( or iziit him who wanna cam whore ?? ) & help me tend the shop .
. i swear, i smell really nice . don`t believe ask this botak .
. note the number plate ?? . hahars .
. and i found my purple dinosaur !! . hahars .
. i love u . u love me . we are happy family ..
. with a GREAT BIG HUG & a kiss from me is to u ..
. * muacks * .
. WON`T U SAY U LOVE ME TOO ?? . hahahahrs .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
11:40 PM