Y Thursday, May 15, 2008
. okie , yesterday i was busy whining abt my parents . i neglected blogging abt watz most important , sO today i`m here editing abt ytd post .
. Unicorn Card i`ve gOt . Best frenz , itz been a 3rd time i gOt this card . my frens really seem tO be the issue nOw inside me ..
. most importantly , a BIG thank yOu tO my counsellor Jacqueline for buying me this book . OH HER OWN ACCORD !! . hahahars , thanks so much . how tO say ?? . i feel touch when she went tO Borders juz tO buy me this bOok . AND ITZ NOT CHEAP . most of all , itz not her jOb tO dO so . she has done MANY things tat are not her jOb tO dO so . she`s a nice person . she`s the one whO brought me out of my darkness . all this while , BIG THANK YOU . is not enough i guess . but all i know how tO say is . THANKS JACQ .. realise my parents FUCKING STINGY , i can be a filial child when i grow up , but i will remember how u guys are . Dinners are all yr fravourites , Pork Liver , Fish and those wired wired food . AND U JOLLY WELL KNOWS THAT I DON`T EAT THOSE !? , i woke up i see all this i even HESITATED TO TELL u !! . i said there`s nth tO eat my father & MOM shout " WAT NTH TO EAT , SO MANY THINGS !! " . ya , only things tat u guys eat . wat liver wat fish , YR FAVOURITES . but wat about mine ?? . u guys know very well tat I DON`T EAT THAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . watz more U LEFT TAT TINY WINY BIT i eat SHIT AH !! . even itz for me , u think u feeding dog ?? . i don`t stand a place in this family don`t i ?? . my mom give finding excuse THERE`S THINGS TO FRY IN THE FRIDGE . whatever la , FUCK U GUYS . don`t say i`m rude . BUT WAT U GUYS THINK I AM , WHERE AM I ??. itz SINGAPORE , u think u GIVE ME A WHOLE LOT OF SUM each mth allowance ?? , which include HP BILL , MONEY FOR SCH , SPECIAL OCCASION like fren`s B`day . KNOW WAT ?? . even going out together i asked u buy a FLOWER BEANIE u ask me to PAY ON MY OWN !! . u give me this LITTLE SUM , i can`t even request my own mOther tO buy me something after tat ?? . i wanted to eat bread from the vending machine downstairs U TOLD ME TO PAY ON MY OWN . eh FUCK U CB !! . U THINK U GIVE ME HOW MUCH $4000 A MTH IZIIT ?? . NO ~!! . I`M LIKE LIVING ON MY OWN wif meal provided . DINNER !! . how cool . fuck , wat more can i say . i`ll go on hunger strike and get underweight again . NOT AS THOUGH WE ARE PPPPPPPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . NOW I WANNA eat for dinner , but i got no money to buy things to eat . and wat yOu guys care abt ?? . nth .. they thought they gave me the whole world of money . and wat are they doing now , hahahahas , watching tv outside . HEAR THEM TALK & laugh ,they are parents for a reason aren`t they ?? . even my fren live better than me . EH I DUNNO HOW TO SAY LA . i think if my daddy read this , he will even give me more money lors . but too bad . wat if i take from my daddy . wat will happen again ... nth is fair for me in my life , not even in my family .
YYY
. It seems like juz yesterday when i still hav u in my arms . If only i can be in control of time ...
11:00 AM
. most importantly , a BIG thank yOu tO my counsellor Jacqueline for buying me this book . OH HER OWN ACCORD !! . hahahars , thanks so much . how tO say ?? . i feel touch when she went tO Borders juz tO buy me this bOok . AND ITZ NOT CHEAP . most of all , itz not her jOb tO dO so . she has done MANY things tat are not her jOb tO dO so . she`s a nice person . she`s the one whO brought me out of my darkness . all this while , BIG THANK YOU . is not enough i guess . but all i know how tO say is . THANKS JACQ .
