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Y Monday, April 26, 2010

. When a women lets go of her pain . Tatz when she`ll find her happiness .
. Months thru year , there always has been pain , suffering , tears & heartbreaks . The time when u lay in the bed of hospital , tatz when u know . Itz time to let go....
. And thru yr time of healing , god will & has ... Sent tat somebody tat will make u smile . So , learn to let go ... Tatz when u`ll find happiness .
. The story of the Gucci lock & keys .
. He holds the keys to my lock .
( Picture showing - Mr Chan & I wif Quack Quack at Park Hotel )
. Story of Mr Chan & me started since 4th April 201o . He`s the one who made a women who gave love up & believed in love again . A women who trust no one to trust & a broken heart to smile . Up above all ... All i could say from deep within is THANK U Mr Chan for all the love .

. 2 weeks of reservist has passed for Mr Chan , during this 2 weeks . We had more time to spend talking compared to time when he`s working . And when there`s chance for him to book out he will spend his time wif me . Even juz having less than 3 hours of time out , he would travel all the way for an hour+ on road to get to me and another hour+ to get back to camp .

. During this 2 week , we had fun . Times when he booked out , spending quality times together are times tat made me smile . Once , when he booked out . We went all the way to the west ( Jurong Point ) to hav a 2 couple outing together wif Jen . Tat was a fun fun date !! .

. On the 23rd , tatz when he ended his reservist . I met up wif Jen & Alex in town & received a surprise !! . Jen had it nicely wrapped in my favourite Tatty Bear wrapper . Opening it up & found Quack Quack !! . It was a pleasant surprise from Jen & Mr Chan :) Quack Quack was a lil ducky tat i`ve found halfway shopping during our last couples date . Didn`t bought it cuz i didn`t wanna waste Mr Chan`s money , but Jen & Mr Chan knew i liked Quack Quack . And both planned at my back to get it for me as a surprise . Thanks both love !! .

. After Jen & Alex left on tat day . Mr Chan booked a beautiful suite at Park Hotel for us to hav a nice romantic night rest . It was a memorable night .

. On the 24th back home , we went to search for cakes for Ace , PeiLin & Alex to celebrate their birthday tat night in Movida . And i`m glad while i was resting , Mr Chan made the effort to search the net for the pricing of those cakes . In the night , we went to search for cakes and headed down to Movida . I`m glad for his effort . Party together wif 3 couples . PeiLin & Alex , Stacey & Andew , Me & Mr Chan . Finally we 3 aunties , 5 , 6 & 7 has a night out together wif our BFs . And congrats to Aunty 7 for her engagement wif Andrew !! . And HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ace Ng !! .

. And happy birthday in advance to PeiLin on the 28th & Alex on the 30th !! .


. 25th was a simple night out planned by Mr Chan wif the other couple PeiLin & Alex to hav DIPPER ( Dinner + Supper ) at Sarangoon Gardens Chomp Chomp . After eating SO much , we then headed to Happy Daze to C&C ( Chill & Cock . )

. Today , Chan`s back to work . And i`m here blogging all alone . Mr Chan will be here during the night after work & a lil sth i`ve made for him to hav after work :)


. Tatz all for the lil update after so long ..



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Y Thursday, November 12, 2009

. ADVERT .


. The blue closet has officially launched !! .
. Check them out at http://bellaregaza.livejournal.com . Saw something tat u like ?? . Get them quick at http://bellaregaza.livejournal.com/ !! . Every piece are imported & they juz come in 1 !! . So hurry before they`re gone . If u had missed the chance . Fred not . Continue logging in & wait for the other chances tat u may see something which is more suitable for u !! . It doesn`t cost u a cent to log on to http://bellaregaza.livejournal.com/& wait for something tat will make people`s head turn while u walk down the street doesn`t it ?? .
. So watcha waiting for ?? . Show some support to this lil sweeties :)




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12:15 AM

Y Saturday, November 7, 2009

. Rihanna - Russian Roulette . David Cook - Permanent .



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1:51 AM

Y Monday, November 2, 2009

. Today . Hubs & me without make-up . Bad complexion .

. 31st Oct . Halloween .
. Making brownies for Hubs on Halloween . No party , nth . Spend the Halloween shopping wif Eileen & came back home & baked brownies for Hubs as promised to be a surprise for him on Sunday when he book out . Reason for brownie ?? . Hahas , cuz he says wanna slim down . And i don`t wan him tO !! . So i thought , he likes chocolates . So i decided to make brownies for him . Fulfilling his likings & me not letting him slim down at the same time .. Hahas . Told him tat i wan him the way he is .
. While mixing the brownie mixtures .
. Evening the mixtures to the baking tray .

. While being in the oven . Half way there !! .
. 1st Nov , Hubs book out day .
. Decorated Hubs plate .
. AND DONE !! . End product . Love brownie for Hubs :) Apologies . Hav to tilt yr head a lil to see the full picture cuz i forgot to rotate it . Hah ...
. Well , told Hubs to wait at the pool side & brought the surprise down for him . And the picture on top ?? . Nice eh . It was the mood hiding at the edge of the building roof . Really pretty eh :)
. The end mess . End of tat . Hubs & i walked all the way to the nearby HDB & bought ciggs . Quiet night , filled wif our voice . And we ended up at the fitness corner both talking on the phone & exchanging our phone to talk to our caller . Kinda lame eh ?? . But the quietness ard was quite fulfilling for me thou . Sometimes , we need not go beautiful places nor expensive place to be happy . Being wif the one u love . A HDB fitness corner is enough ...









. P.S : Everything stopped when we`re home . . . . When there`s another truth for me to find out . Another lie to break the heart u`ve broken . When i was home on a Halloween night , happily making something for u . Where were u ?? . And wat u did ?? ....







. Updated playlist again . Te Amo by Rihanna .



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9:27 PM

Y Monday, October 26, 2009

. Times when it hurts .....


. Couldn`t live with the pain , couldn`t be strong , couldn`t stop . The only happiness i had even left . All my hopes , my dreams to be wif u & u growing day by day in me . U stopped at the week when u`re suppose to hav yr first beat of life . All the unfairness , all the hurts . Itz all on me . Yet u nev stopped it for me . Yet u didn`t wan me to ... I could understand , but .... U didn`t know tat was a test to u . A test tat broke my heart again ... It made me realised tat u`ve nev seen the hurt , u`ve nev seen the unfairness ... I`m the only one . Against the whole world . Not u & me . Fighting these hurts on my own . ALL ALONE ... Yet yr ans made a wrong choice . In still being unfair . In making me realised tat u`ve not seen . Not seen the hurt u`ve done to me . U`ve not seen tat she is the reason tatz hurting me . Yet u gave me tat ans . If having a person but not him protecting u after so much hurts . Watz the point then ..




. The pain of betrayal , the pain of lies , the pain of her , the pain of yr family . THE PAIN OF LOSING EVERYTHING U HAD . THE PAIN OF LOSING YR ONLY HOPE . THE PAIN OF LOSING YR ONLY HAPPINESS . THE PAIN OF LOSING YOU .. THE PAIN OF LOSING YOU !!! . I CAN`T TAKE THE PAIN . I CAN NO LONGER STAY STRONG . THE PAIN OF LOSING YR OWN CHILD KNOWING WHEN SHE IS SUPPOSE TO HAV A HEARTBEAT WEEK !!!!!!!! . ALL THE PAINS , ALL THE HURTS , ALL THE LIES , ALL THE BETRAYAL , ALL THE STUFF SHE GAVE TO ME . DEAR LORD . STOP ALLL THE HURTS . BRING ME AWAY . BACK TO HER . WHY ?? . WHY LEAVE ME HERE , SUFFERING ALL THE PAINS ALONE ?? . WHY LEAVE ME HERE TO SUFFER ?? . WHY ?? . WHY LEAVE ME HERE TO BE THE ONE TATZ NOT DOING ANYTHING & GETS EVERYTHING ?? . JUZ .......... BRING ME AWAY . I WANNA LEAVE . BUT A MOMENT OF TAT COULD END EVERY PAIN . BUT WILL LAST AN ETERNITY PAIN TO MY LOVES .
. I COULDN`T . COULDN`T TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE ......











. Updated playlist Beyonce`s " Broken Hearted Girl "



P.S: . Itz juz a picture i took from the internet .



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6:23 PM

Y Thursday, October 1, 2009

. Yesterday , it happened . And i`ll nev forget how u treated me & all those things u did behind me . I cried my heart out last night . Today .... i`ll nev cry for u again ...

. back to relaxing life of living in the high society .

. Apologies for neglecting this page again readers , mayb there`s no more readers tOo ?? . Hahas . Alright, shall blog a lil of my day today . I`m back being sick . Cough , running nose , body ache & tummy ache . Woke up in a cold evening & decided to went down in my bikini for a hot jacuzzi to help clear my block nose . It was great being in a hot tub wif the cold wind blowing . Make me think of the time when i was staying in New Zealand . Seldom Singapore will feel so cold . ( brb , somebody bought Mac fries for me when i`m craving for it . Gonna eat it before it turns cold . Will be back to blog in 15 ?? . ). Came home & had a milk bubble bath . Picture has no bubbles ?? . Hah , Cuz itz after me bathing in it & bubbles are gone . Finally had sometime to pamper myself . Below are some pictures of the products used during bath . Not as many as i use to put in . But itz essential . Hah .
. One of the expensive bottle . Lancome`s body massage gel . Favourite of mine . It has the same scent of a perfume i had . For massaging & removes dead skin on our body .
. Body Shop`s milk for better & smoother skin .

. Ylang Ylang oil bath essence for relaxation .

. During bath , did face mask too . Itz sometime , really had been . And it feels good . Felt much cleaner , much fresher . Even though i will nev be able tp wash away the dirtiness u did to me & those emotion . But having a cleaner body makes everything feels much better . Came out from a hot bath . Had long sleeves on and had dinner wif family . After dinner . Mooncake & Tea out at the balcony wif family . A healthier , happier & lovelier life wif family . Had medication for flu & cough . Guess i`ll hav a good night slp and prepared for an Advertisement shoot tmr !! . Hah :) stop doing modelling for some reasons . But now itz back to life . Will see ya tmr babe !! . Gonna turn in my comfy bed alone wif my bed lights on & tv on till i fall asleep .

. Life still goes on . Till then i found someone to share all this wif me . . . Gonna tuck in wif baby now .

. P.S : I`ll nev forget . . .




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10:55 PM

Y Monday, September 28, 2009


. Edited my playlist again . This song by Dream BU ZHI DE will be my first chinese song on my blog . As i`m not a very chinese song kinda person . But, was listening to this song in one of my fren`s car & found it very meaningful . So decided to upload it on my blog . Listen to my pains then ...



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12:58 AM

Y Tuesday, September 22, 2009

. Again , on friday . The usual club wif Jen , Long , Koon & Mei . . We planned to juz chilled . But went to PH again as others we full .
. All weren`t really prepared to hit the club . So no much pictures taken tOo . Juz enjoy this few .


. Saturday out wif Jen & fren . Chill .



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2:02 AM

Y Sunday, August 30, 2009

. Saturday , 29th August 20o9 . August gonna end real soon . Alright , met darling daphie & Xmei for dinner at Cine . Chicago SteakHouse . Ouh wait .... JEN !! . U nev go i osO got free drink la !!!! . His brother recognises me and talked to me okay !? . No need u . Hmmph !! . Muhahahhahaas .


. After dinner 3 of us hit the usual club again . Bert & Jason was there waiting for us outside Boiler . They were watching soccer . So the 3 of us cam whored alot in the ladies . For half an hour !! . Alright , here are some pictures . Didn`t arrange them cuz blogger seems to hav some problems ?? . So enjoy the pictures as it is . Some are pretttty lame though :) hees .. Sweet lil Xmei :). Need no introduction to this lady eh ?? .. This is how ah Lians sit . I`m not ah lian . Juz pretending hOr .. Xmei & sleeping buddah . Hahahas .. Muhahahahahs . Yoga hOr !! . Muhahahas . Juz kidding . I don`t take Yoga , i was a ballerina when i was young . Hees . Juz kidding la . I`ve learnt piano , violin , abacus and such but i dunnO why i nev learn ballet . Hey , got culture hOr !! . But i forgot how to play now already though . . Okay .... SLAP ME PLZ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .. Muhahahhahahas . Siaoo .. Puffer-fish koon . All siao one , take picture don`t wanna take properly .


. Lil hugs from us before signing off ... Tata world :D



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10:42 PM

Y Thursday, August 27, 2009

. Darlings bringing her Darling baby to my place . 26th August 2o09 . . My love ones . Xian , Mom & Zayven & Ong lai . Hahas .
. Zayven & JIE JIE ( not ah yi . Don`t wanna sound so old hOr !! ) . Hahas . Alright, itz all abt pictures . And the pictures looks as though i`m the mom tat gave birth and darlings come visit . Muahahhaaas . Juz kidding .
. Mom ( Ah ma ) & Zayven . Mom looks like she`s getting older . But no matter wat . I`ll always love u . Get well soon mom . During the whole time mom keep carrying Zayven until she return to Xian bec her hands are tired . Hhahas . She loves babies . And she`s damn very unfair . When Xian is pregnant she peel the shell off the prawns for her . AUTOMATICALLY one hor !! . But if i ask her peel hOr ?? . She ask me don`t eat sua -.-
. MOmmies and baby . Hahahars . I oso mommy hOr !! . Tinklebell .....
. My ong lai . Hhahas .
. Frenz since Kindergarten Xian & Eileen since primary sch . I love the both of u . Even though we`re seldom in contact . But if anything juz ring me anytime i`ll still be there yea ?? .

. Lastly , the frenz & Baby Zayven . The next time we`ll 3 carry one each on our lap and take a picture like tat again . Xian . I wan girl . So can marry Zayven !! . MUHAHAHAHAHHAAS !! . Eileen . u give birth to boy osO okay ?? . So my girl girl can hav 2 choice . MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS !!! . Like tat 2 boys can snatch 1 girl . Okay la . Don`t fight okay ?? . See which boy more handsome i let my girl girl marry to who okay ?? . I mean real baby girl hOr . Not Tinklebell . Tinklebell belongs wif me . Hahahaas . Love u guys . Thanks for coming even though u very sucks say give my mom see Zayven not give me see . Each shit la !! . Hahahas . Xian . Wish u happiness forever . Seeing u like tat now really blissful happy for u . Ong lai !! . Got bf muz bring give me see hOr . Xian too fast get married first . Ong lai our both wedding put together hOr ?? . Hhahhahas . Okay lame . This kind like we young then talk abt it one . Okay now i si beay lame . I stop i stop okay ?? . Love u guys :)



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. That special someone who left .

Y. P r i s c i l l a `s life .

. Everything looks complete but it nev were .
. Still living in the shadow of my past .
. Had struggled through my thoughest road in 2007 .
. Everything`s changing, everybody`s changing & i`m left here.. Nev okay wif change .
. Nev learn tO love ever after .

Y. All i wish for .

. HAPPINESS .
. A love so true, a road tatz smoother .
. For a person who has died since 29th June 2007 .
. A time machine .
. To be the next racing & drifting Princess of Singapore .
. Health, Wealth & Happiness among my Love ones .
. To bring Happiness to my family & make my parents proud someday .
. To be the TOP model of my comapany .(slowly first tOo occupied wif much other things)hahars
. A much more money for myself for more shoppings !! .